Anxiety//JoshJolly[little rant🖤]

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Hey there. Sorry if you don't want to read this but please. I have just noticed I have anxiety so I came up with this. If you don't believe me

Anxiety is NOT a joke and I do have little attacks then and there

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Anxiety is NOT a joke and I do have little attacks then and there. Nothing that serious but my dad said we might get me a service dog. I don't know if we will, be said MIGHT! I'm very nervous and scared and I'm supposed to keep my calm but I can't because every time y'all request {ITS NOT YALLS FAULT I HAVE LITTLE ATTACKS. ITS MINE FOR RUSHING MYSELF.} a imagine I get a attack scared that y'all will hate it and not like it. Obviously, I want y'all to like them and I don't want y'all to be upset with what I post. Please, don't write any mean and hateful comments on my imagines because I really do try and I'm sorry if they suck but yeah..I'm crying currently when I'm writing this and it's literally 2am(in the picture you can look at the time and tell I'm NOT lying.) in Georgia.(where I live in Georgia.) It's just a little attack don't worry. I'm fine.... Also if you want to be my friend and help me with this stuff just dm me on snap or Instagram[snap:@hayven2k & ig:@iitshayven] and maybe I can even help you through some things if you need it!:)\tell me your from wattpad btw./
Thank you if you read this and god bless you!❤️

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I might stop taking requests for a while because I don't want this book to be about just requests. Sorry, you can check my bio(on this book) when I'm taking requests. [OPEN | CLOSED.] it's one of those.

IF YOU DONT KNOW: Dozer and Puddin are Josh's animals

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IF YOU DONT KNOW: Dozer and Puddin are Josh's animals. Puddin is the little black and white one and Dozer is the Golden one.

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Description: You and Josh have been dating for a couple of months and Josh is the best boyfriend you've ever had. Your Anxiety kicks in quickly some times.

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"So, please, don't break my heart
Don't tear me apart
I know how it starts
Trust me, I've been broken before
Don't break me again
I am delicate
Please, don't break my heart
Trust me, I've been broken before." I sing, as the radio goes on. I see a cop at the end of the road, I'm on my way to my boyfriend, Josh's house. To hang out and watch movies while his family is out for the week.

My heart stops for a seconds and I start sweating. As I pass the cop he smiles and waves. I smile and nod my head forwards. I feel tears stream down my face. Crap!

"I'm such a scared person and my anxiety hiked in. Crap." I say, to myself. I grab a pill that I take when I have a attack. I start to calm down and make my way to Josh's.

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I park my car and get out. I fix my hair and walk up the stairs. I walk in and see Josh, Puddin, and Dozer all on the couch. Puddin and Dozer run to me and start licking me and sniffling me.

"Hey. You okay?" Josh says, hugging me. I shake my head and he frowns. "What happened?" I tear up and Josh kisses my lips. Puddin barks and I laugh. I pick up Puddin and pet Dozer.

"A cop was at the end of the little road up ahead and I had a attack. It only lasted like a second because I had my pills. I took 2. You're only supposed to take 1 but I took 2 because I was in a rush and I was scared. I have always been scared of being around cops." He nods and smiles.

"You're okay, baby. Don't worry. Let's watch your favorite movie and eat and cuddle." Josh says, he glasses making him look nerdy. Haha, I love his glasses so much.

I put Puddin down and we all go over to the couch and Josh grabs covers, pillows, and food while I pick the movie. He makes s spot on the floor so we can lay with the dogs. I put on a movie and we lay down  and cuddle.

My head laying on his chest, my right leg over his waist as his arms are wrapped around me. I smile and say,

"Thank you."

He looks down at me and smiles.

"Anything for my baby."

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