The Story of Us

It all started April 14, 2018. That's the day we met. The day you told me you were in love with me, and the day that I will always remember.

Now when we first started talking I was belittling myself and talking bad about myself and you said "Stop it, I love you" and I questioned you and I kind of freaked out. I messaged my best friend and said, "I just met this dude this morning and he's already saying he's in love with me," and that's when she said to give it a try because it might be love at first site.

I didn't understand it. I really didn't know myself back then and I was trying to accept myself and accept my life and things that happened before I met you. I felt like a piece of shit about my body, I was so self conscious and scared of every little thing. You used to yell at me for apologizing so much. You got me to break my habit. You got me to stop
Apologize for things I couldn't control and in situations where I did nothing wrong. You made me feel like I had something to depend on.

That first day I was your little for a couple hours, and then I tried being your mommy. Being your mommy wasn't good for me because it just wasn't who I was and I struggled with it a lot, and I started to call off our new beginning with eachother but you said no, and you made me stay and I'm so glad you did because you gave me the best year of my life.

I freaked out about trying to be your mommy. I totally struggled and I said, "Look I know your a switch but I'm not and I'm sorry for that so I will go and I will leave you alone so you can get a mommy," and you pulled me in, and yous aid you only wanted and only loved me, and that night we talked and talk and we stayed up late talking because we were so interested in eachother. That was our first day.

Our first day was the best day because you just made me feel good. You made me feel like I had a home, not a house but a home. You brought happiness into my heart, and light into my life. Little did I know what was bound to happen. But I still would have been with you and I still would have spent a year with you. Any amount of time with you would have never been long enough, because I waned you to be my forever home, my forever daddy.

I hope you like the first chapter of "The story Of Us" my babies. I'll be updating it soon. I'm hoping it will help me cope with everting. See ya, kisses 😘