Star Vansion Moonorio (Rejection series book 1 ) COMPLETED

CHAPTER 25

MARCUS

It's been near to 2 weeks since I saw my mate and still I have no news regarding her and what she is doing how is she? And to say it's taking a toll on me will be the understatement of the year, this all staying away from mate has taken to another round all of a sudden

My wolf has stopped talking to me about anything and everything, yes he is still there in the back of my mind but he seems to cut off everything from me, he just helps me in shifting and training that's it nothing more nothing less, he is doing his alpha duties just staying and to say I am frustrated will be wrong

I tried everything in me to snap him up to me even a simple talk will do but seems like he has other program fixed and that was avoiding Marcus fully, he should have understand that lucy is not a problem our mate is human she will never come to know about me and lucy and other side he can have our mate as he want it was a win win situation but he is being stubborn for no reason

I took a long breathe I still have to talk to lucy regarding the arrangement I am about to do after Jamline come back from the kingdom she should know about it and I am sure that she will have no problem regarding this.

"Why can't you understand this simple thing that we can have both ladies at once" I again tried to talk to my wolf just so that he can say anything even if he wanted to bash at me it's welcomed but again the silence welcomed me I sighed in frustration

But in these weeks something else changed which is making me to re-think about lucy and me, some part of me is missing Jamline it's hard to believe but it's the truth that I am missing her not only m wolf but the human inside me is also missing her

From last two days I am avoiding lucy like anything and I know she is getting frustrated by what I am doing, one part of me wanted lucy with me but other part is opposing the idea of it but in all this the both part is of my human side

It's been nearly a week that I have slept peacefully even Jamline home is not giving me the calmness the lingering scent of her around the place is fading away and now it's so light that my wolf and I am going insane of it

The one thing I came to conclude in this week was I can stay away from lucy and can have calmness but staying away from Jamline was something which I can't do even when the world will turn upside down I want her here with me by my side

But the other part of me is in dilemma what if all this fade away after we mated what if I can't stay away from lucy so many what if's but no answer to any of it that's why I came to the conclusion that I will say to lucy half-truth and half lie in that way I will have both of my options open

I still remember what happened 2 days before I was with lucy and we were having our time when suddenly out of nowhere the image of Jamline flooded across my mind that's not what took my attention my attention took by the image of her making out with someone else which is not me clearly

And that ruined every sanity inside me, the beast inside me growled and clawed to come to the surface and I just ran away from lucy's home before my wolf will do some damage, to say that I was angry will be the understatement of the year I was livid seeing those images it took me hours to calm down I ran all over the territory yet the image never faded it kept coming now and then that's when I knew that I will never be able to see her with someone else living happily having pups with that guy I will not able to handle not only my wolf my human side will also.

I closed my eyes and rested my head on the back of the chair and mind-linked Sebastian to know that did he arranged everything so that I can start my journey towards the moonorio kingdom, after seeing the images of Jamline I can't stay away from her I have to be beside her any how so the only option to go there where she is right now