Yn (your name) was pretty screwed up. Things would happen to you... for instance you could see them. The dead people. Not only that but you knew you could do more, you just always wimped out before you tried. And you always felt a sort-of hole in yo...
Hey guys!! Ok so this is like a first for me so please give me mercy! If u guys have suggestions lemme know!! Also the picture above is your school!! ——————————— Tomorrow is the first day of school and unlike the other kids at my school, I'm not nervous. I just could care less. The one thing I'm really dreading is that there are going to be new kids and they will try to talk to me. Ok so you may be wondering why I know this, well I'll tell you. 1.there are ALWAYS new kids. 2. I'm told I'm rather pretty, however no-one likes me because I'm hard to approach with my cut-off aditude. Now that that's out of the way, let's begin with the first day of school. ————— BEEP BEEP BEEP I woke up in a daze and threw my arm out of my soft (fc) blanket and onto the snooze button in a desperate attempt to silence my phones alarm. When it finally stopped blaring I pulled my a back into my warm den of blankets and took a nap awaiting it to ring again in which I planned to officially wake up.... ————- After about half an hour my eyes began to open slowly and I lazily got out of my cocoon of blankets. I looked at the time and then I saw it. It was already 6:45! I was supposed to be ready and at the end of the driveway by 7:00. "Oh fuck" I mumbled and quickly jumped from my bed onto my carpeted floor. I quickly pulled out random clothes which happend to be a black shirt with the gold and black initials of 'AC/DC' on the front, ripped blue skinny jeans, mismatched ancle socks (hey nobody could see they were mismatched but me so why not?) and then my pair of black combat boots.
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I pulled my long (hc) hair into a ponytail (if u have short hair leave it how it is) and then quickly ran to the bathroom. I brushed my teeth quickly applied my black eyeliner (or wear no makeup if u prefer) and mascara. Now is a good time to tell u that I don't wear makeup to look good for boys or for friends. I wear makeup because it makes me feel normal. It makes me feel empowered. But not as empowered as IT makes me feel. But if u wanna know exactly what IT is then read on i guess it pretty fucked up. So anyway back to the story. I quickly grabbed my (fc) backpack and run out the door slamming it behind me. I looked at my phone to my relief it says '6:55' which gives me plenty of time to sprint to the bus stop where the school bus will pick me and a few others up. And when I got there I was greeted by none other then a new kid. Of course he wasn't the only new kid I immediately noticed there was also a chubby ginger girl just staring at me hungerly. I knew this look. This girl was dead. Just a ghost. I had to ignore her or she will try something stupid. The other boy I noticed looked at me oddly when he noticed I was staring at something he couldn't see but he quickly brushed it off. The non-ginger new kid I noticed too was odd though. He was shorter then me with a delicate child-like face. He had blond hair and emerald green eyes. He walked up to me with an almost painful looking swagger-like walk. He looked me up and down and licked his lips. He gave me a pervy smile and scooted even closer to me. "If I said you had a beautiful body would you hold it against me?" He asks slicking his hair back in what he must have thought of as a sexy. And I knew where this was going so I decided to take the fun way out of this. "If I told you I wanted to check out your ass would you turn around and walk away?" I replied. I heard a fit of laughter come from somewhere behind me and I looked back to see a tall boy with brilliant blue eyes and black hair chuckling at the kids rejection. I just looked back at him and scowled. He quickly looked away and pretended nothing happened. As I did so I watched as the blonde kid just stared at me and then smiled. "Playing hard to get, ehh?" He asked smiling. "Can't you just accept a rejection when I give you one?" I ask clearly showing I was annoyed. "No." He said flatly. And then after giving that a moment to sink in he then took his leave and walked over to stand next to the black haired kid. After a few moments the bus arrived and I quickly got on and walked to the back and sat in the seat to the right. Then to my dismay the two kids I already had enough of sat on the right seat across from me. They both just started talking about random shit but I didn't bother listening. I just zoned out. That was until a familiar face walked in the bus and bound down the aisle way. When he got to the back he turned towards me and smiled the most annoying grin I've ever seen. He quickly jumped into my seat with me without giving it an extra thought. "Hey my cutie patootie!!" He said. "Josh go away" I replied annoyed. "Aww, come on you know you want me to stay" he said raising his eyebrows. His loud mouth ended up drawing the attention of the boys I had met earlier at the bus stop. They both just stared at us with slightly amused grins in there faces. I shot them a dirty look. "What are you two idiots looking at?!" I stated at the two staring boys. They quickly looked away and continued there conversation still smiling. I then turned my attention back to Josh. "Get the fuck out of my seat." I stayed simply. "What if I don't want to?" Josh mocked. I could feel the feeling coming. One of the few emotions I did feel. Rage. Blood lust. "Kill him" the voice said in my head. I then leaned in real close until I was sure he could feel my breath on his neck. I then stated with a dead serious tone " Well, if you don't get out of my seat right now, the second this bus stops I pull you into the woods near it, and when we get far enough in, where no-one will hear your pleas for mercy or your pitiful screams, I will use the butterfly knife in the front pocket of my backpack to slit open your body from your neck to your stomach, I will then pull out all of your organs making sure the intestine are still attached, then I will stuff you with the forest leaves like a scarecrow and hang you in the highest tree I can find using the intestines I left intact." I said unflinching, meanwhile he was just frozen there paralyzed in his fear. That's when backed away and moved my hand to the front pocket of my backpack. This broke him of his trance and he jumped up from the seat and ran to another. I just stood there in silence scolding myself for doing that. What I Haden's realized until just now was that both boys were staring at me with shocked looks on there faces making it clear I was to loud and they had heard me. I growled and gave them my hardest look. But instead of acting scared they just took a glance at eachother then back at me then at eachother again and then they both broke into a large grin. Then looked at me. I turned away trying to ignore them. I heard them whispering but decided to ignore it. I was used to the gossip. —————— What do u guys think? I'm thinking about ditching this whole thing cuz I feel like it's bad... lemme know ig
