Dirty Little Secrete

SEQUEL CHAPTER 13

Me - Dave it's okay , it's over now I said hugging him .

He pulled me into his lap and rested his face in my neck

Dave - did anyone hurt you ?

Me - Dave it's over I repeated sternly I was ready to leave it in the past .

We ended up laying down in the bed

He was on one side and I was on the other .

I watched as he slept , I couldn't sleep .
Meeting my child was on my mind heavily .

Dave - Kharisma go to sleep
His eyes were closed

Me - I can't
He pulled my body close to his and I felt myself drifting off .
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I woke up and Dave was gone

I jumped up and went downstairs to check on Danna

She was still asleep so I sat next to her
She had long curly hair that I played with

The door opened and Dave came in with Harlem

My body froze up looking at him

He was asleep

My heart stopped as I stared at him clenching onto Dave like his life depended on it .

Dave held him close to his body and I could tell how much he loved him .

Dave - come hold him he moved closer to me and I moved away

Dave - what's wrong ?

Me - I'm scared Dave I cried

Dave - don't be scared mamas . This your son

He moved him into my arms and he opened his eyes

He began crying but stopped when he seen my face

He started smiling and reaching for my face

I kissed his cheek and just held him close to me

He was all my hurt in a human

His ass was heavy too

Me - Harlem I rubbed his cheek as he laughed

I'll go through all that shit again just for him .

Dave - now we can be a family Kharisma he said lowly and I looked up at him

His eyes was low and red with weed smoke lingering on him .

I doubt he meant what he just said .

Honestly at this point I didn't even know if I wanted to deal with Dave .

Ive thought about shit a lot with him and I .

Shit I've thought over my whole life 20,000 times from the beginning to the end while I was in that dark ass basement .

Apart of me wanted to take my son and just go far away and the other part wanted me to bring Dave with me .

Bring Dave and see how things turned out between us .

I'm 18 years old and gotta understand this grown ass man got other shit better to do than to be with me .

Then again I'm ready to just raise my son ,
he want to be in the streets .

Him being in the streets got me tortured and almost killed .

Apart of me wish he never came into my life man .. I wish I never seen him kill that man which led to me meeting him .

But meeting him was a blessing . I probably would have got rid of my son and probably somewhere homeless .

Dave - Kharisma he said taking me out my thoughts as I rubbed my baby hands

I brought it up to my lips and kissed it .
I can't believe I wanted to abort him , he's so precious .

Dave - you ok ?

Me - I'm fine Dave
I gave him a weak smile and turned my attention back to my son .
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