This Is Over (Larry Stylinson fanfic)

Chapter 8

*Louis' P.O.V*

"Fine I'll prove it" he says swimming over to me. He pushes me against the pool and memories of Saturday came flooding back to me. I put my lips on his and kiss him. It takes a while for him to become in sync with my lips. How could I forget this? I push him away.

"I'm sorry" Harry looks down at the bottom of the pool

"Don't be sorry, how could I forget those lips?" I smile and kiss him again. This felt right. It didn't feel awkward like it does when I kiss a girl. This felt right. "Come on" I pull away from the kiss and intertwine our hands together "by the way you are perfect" I kiss his temple

"Lets go inside" Harry lets go of my hand and climbs out of the pool, I can't help but to stare at his arse "take a picture it will last longer" Harry laughs

"I've g-g-got to go" I panic. I run into the house and up the stairs to quickly get changed. What the fuck have I done? I have no feelings whatsoever towards this freak, only hate. I hate him. I hate him for being gay. I hate him for being a nerd. I hate him for what he's done to me. I hate him for everything!

I finally finish getting changed and I grab my phone and text Shan.

To: Shan

Hey, you wanna hang? x

From: Shan

Yeah, I'm home so come over when your ready x

I put my phone back into my pocket and run down the stairs.

"Lou?" Harry shouts

"I've got to go, it was a mistake me coming over. Bye Styles" I shout and slam the front door behind myself.

I unlock my car and jump inside. I turn the key and press down on the peddle. Im probably speeding. But I dont really give one. I pull into a drive and turn the engine off I take the key out and get out of the car. I lock my car and walk up to the front door with a tear stained face.

"What's up Lou?" Shannon opens the door and embraces me in a hug

"Everything!  I've screwed up everything!" I say in the crock of her neck

"Come in then, you can tell me" she smiles and lets me go "you look a mess if you don't mind me saying" She pushes my fringe out if my eyes as we enter her house
I see a figure moving at the top of the stairs so I look up to see a shirtless Mr. Cotton "What's he doing here?" I ask her and she smiles

"Micheal was just helping me with a few things she laughs as we go into the living room "What's up Lou?" She asks me looking at me

"Harry" I state gritting my teeth "I fucking hate him. He's a douche. I just hate him and it hurts you know. I get this feeling of hate whenever I see him, he acts all happy and shit... I just want to be happy" my eyes start to water

"What do you mean you want to be happy?" She asks me biting her lip

"I feel like I'm only doing this to please everyone else. I just hate him!" I shout out

As I shout that I feel a dip in the sofa next to me, a pair of hands take me off Shannon and I'm on the arms of Mr. Cotton "shhhhh" he tries to calm me down "is this about Harry?" He asks me and I nod tears streaming down my face

"I hate him" I cry Mr. Cotton pulls me closer to him and rocks us

"Come on lou, you've got to calm down its no good for the baby" he tells me. "I know you and Harry don't get along with each other well is there something I could do to help?" He strokes my hair

"No!" I shout out. I can't let anyone help. People may start to think I like Harry. When I don't, they probably think that now anyway.

"Lou? Do you fancy him?" Shannon questions me "I wouldn't treat you any differently if you did. I love you Lou" She rubs my back

"I-I don't know... I was at a party the other night and got drunk and I kissed him. I'd forgot about it but I asked him what happened and he told me. Then we kissed and I just I don't know what I feel anymore. But I can't be gay. It's wrong. It's disgusting" I cry hugging Shan

"It's okay Lou, I'm always here for you, you know that. You like my brother. I tell you everything and I would like to think you tell me everything" She kisses the top of my head "Mikey, could you give us a minute?" Michael nods leaving the room closing the door behind him

"Lou, if you like him you have hot to stop beating him up, or else you haven't got a shot. I know it's going to be hard with your step dad being a homophobe but you can't just live a lie to please everyone if it means that you are living in hell. I love you lou and so will alot of over people if you show them your true self" Shan kisses my forehead "you can't please everyone"

"I know but what about mark?" I ask her. My step dad is the biggest homophobe ever, he'd probably kick me out if he found out that I was gay.

"If he touches you or speaks badly to you in anyway you could always move in with me" I smile at her, she's always got a answer for my dilemmas

The door opens and micheal head pops through smiling "is it alright if I come in now?" He asks

"Yeah. Yeah I was just leaving" I stand up and walk towards the door where micheal stood

"You dint have to leave mate, you welcome to stay over isn't he baby?" Micheal smiles

"Thanks micheal" Shan smiles "Lou please stay, we need to talk properly, we haven't had a catch up in a while" She smiles patting the space on the sofa where I had sat before.

I stayed there with Shan and Micheal for a while before leaving to head home.