This Is Over (Larry Stylinson fanfic)

Chapter 30

I pull away from Harry smiling, I look up and he's blushing. I can't believe that's just happened.

"Ermmm, tea" Harry says walking away from me without saying another word. I quickly catch up with him

"What the hell?" I shout "so we kiss and then all you can think about after is tea? At least tell me where I stand after that!"

He doesn't respond at all, doesn't look at me or anything. How the hell can you kiss someone then act as if it never happened? "I'm talking to you Harry!" I grab his arm and pull him back

"It was just a kiss..." he says looking at the floor, but I know there's so much more that he wanted to say. He looks as if he could burst.

"Just a kiss... so your basically saying that you don't care about me! Well you can fuck off home then! I don't need you Harry. I never did! All you've done is ruin my life, you ruined me, I hate you! I don't want to see you again!" I shout at him tears streaming down my face

"You don't mean that" Harry says, it's true I don't "You don't mean any of it" He's still right I don't. But then he walks off without another word, why would you do that Harry? Why would you leave me like that?

I feel myself fall backwards against a wall. My head is a clouded mess. Tears stream down my face, people walk past me staring. But I don't care... never have cared. I close my eyes and wipe my eyes and start heading back towards the hospital room again.

I knock on the door before entering Michael takes one look at me and his face suddenly drops "what's happened? Where's Harry?" He asks

"I told him to go" I feel the tears coming back but I push them back with my finger

"Why? What's happened, you two were fine when you left" he says

"Were fine" I take a seat the other side of the bed to where Michael was "we kissed, then he acted as if it had never happened"

He shakes his head "I really thought you two were back on track now"

"Yeah, me too" I sigh

****Harry's p.o.v****

Why did I have to do that? I wish someone would attach some string to me and make me their puppet so I don't have to make anymore bad decisions.

I take my phone out if my pocket and message Brawley

To: Brawley

Meet me at the park in 10 minutes? x

I press send, this could even be a even worse decision. I put my phone back into my pocket and start walking, the park is literally a 5 minute walk away from the hospital.

Once I get to the park is sit apon a bench and wait for him to arrive. After a few minutes of waiting I see his blonde locks walking through the gate at the entrance. He walks over and takes a seat.

"You been crying?" He asks reaching into his pocket and takes out a packet of tissues and passes me one

"Thanks" I say taking a tissue from him

"What's happened?" He asks "You don't need to tell me if you don't want to but a problem shared is a problem halved" he smiles

"I kissed Louis" I say closing my eyes

"What's so bad with that?" He asks

"Nothing... it's just I'm so confused on what I want and who I want it with" I tell him

"Don't beat yourself up over it H. Look were you happy before I showed up?" He asks if can see the pain in his eyes as he says it

I nod my head "but when you came back I felt something I hadn't felt for a long time and that alone made me feel like I was on another planet"