victoria-
excuse any errors
i was woken up by the loudest bangs on fucking earth
chanel started barking non stop
"ughhhhh" i got up turning on the light
"fucking 3 in the morning" i yawned tying my robe
the knocks continued in annoyance
"i'm coming i'm coming"!
i unlocked the door seeing nahmir's mom at the door crying
"oh my god mrs. simmons are you ok".
"no no no victoria it's nahmir"!
"wha- what happened"?
"victoria he was shot- i- i jus- i don't know when or where"!
"well where is he"! i shouted
"the hospital, he grabbed his phone and found your address".
"i'm coming we have to go"!
without any hesitation i ran out the door into the car once i closed the door i instantly started balling my eyes out
i just really really hope that he's ok, like who would want to shoot nahmir he's never did anything to anybody
we walked in the hospital as i saw glizzy talking to some doctors
i walked over to him with tears in my eyes "can we see him"?
"tori, they talking bout immediate surgery".
"oh my god" i shouted as everyone looked
glizzy held me in his chest as i continued to cry harder and harder for him
"where's nature"? i said trynna look around
he rubbed my hair placing my head back down "she had to watch the kids she'll be here tomorrow".
we sat down as i closed my eyes while tears fell through them
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"nahmirrrrr"! i screamed
he ran upstairs smiling at the bags on the bed
"baby you really didn't" i said almost about to cry
"i told you whatever you want ima get it".
all i could do was hug and kiss him
"i love you so much"
he looked down at me smiling
"i gotchu sum else"
he pulled out a box which held a a ring with nahmirs named engraved around the band
"another one" i said surprised
"nah baby this a upgrade".
i smiled kissing him again
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i opened my eyes crying again
"glizzy i should've never did it".
"do what tori" he said rubbing my back
"i should've never burned all that shit, all those memories"!
"the ring glizzy, i- i burned the ring".
"no you didn't".
"what"? i looked at him in confusion
"when you threw you missed the pile.. nature found it two days after and gave it to me then i gave it back to nahmir".
"so where is it now"?
"attached to one of his chains".
i shook my head in disappointment looking down
7:18 pm
i slowly woke up back at home since glizzy insisted that i needed some rest
i got up taking a shower as the water hit my body i continued to think about nahmir
i fell down crying harder and harder wishing he was here
"victoria"! i heard someone yell my name
i ignored it continuing to cry
nature opened the shower curtain turning off the water
"c'mon" she said helping me out the shower
i wrapped the towel around me following her to my bedroom
"hm". she said handing me some clothes
she stood there waiting for me to get dressed
"you hungry"? she asked
i shook my head 'no'
"victoria don't do this to me, don't tune me out talk to me".
i sighed sitting on the floor "i love him you know".?
"yeah".
"i mean after everything i said i regret it it's just like i- i could never imagine this type of situation coming to me".
nature got down on my level pulling me to a hug
"lets go see him".
i agreed getting up with her but i was scared, what if this was my last time seeing nahmir
we walked into the room seeing nahmir laying there his eyes were closed he wasn't moving at all
"please don't tell me he- he- he's ddd-dead".
the doctor looked down then back at him
"victoria listen to me".
