victoria-
i was upstairs with nahmir just watching the game..
yesterday just kept buggin me, it was so hard to not break down in front of nahmir last night.
i sighed fidgeting with my nails contemplating if i should ask nahmir.
fuck it.
'we're not together right?
he looked up from the pillow laughing.
'what?
'we're both single right?
'i guess, why are you talking about this.
'so it's cool for us to see other people correct?
'tori what the fuck bro, no it's not cool.
'but we ain't together, like AT ALL
'i don't give two flying fucks, i can't see you with another nigga.
'nahmir it's my choice,.
he shook his head turning up the tv..
this shit was gon be harder than i thought.
i got up getting ready to meet cam.. ugh
'where the fuck you going.
'out.
i left it at that walking out the door
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'this your house, i asked cam who was leading me to his room.
'my best friend's house.
best friend as in asia im guessing.
'i thought you and asia were dating?
'naw,i can't do you like that.
i looked at him crazy sitting down.
like wtf was that supposed to mean, this nigga wasn't effecting me in any kinda way.
'ok so why am i here?
'we need to talk.
i gave him the ok telling him to gon head.
'nahmir is out of the picture right?
'uhh somewhat, we not together but live together.
'sooo yall haven't fucked yet.
weirdo...
'not since the summer and that was a very long time ago.
'i mean as long as yall dont got nothing going on we coo, and this tape protected.
i shook my head giving him a eye roll.
idk why i was so fucking stupid to let this nigga record us.
'cam?
'what.
'i thought we swore we weren't gonna post it no matter what happens.
he sat there for awhile before saying anything.
'well things changed.
'but your always supposed to keep your word.
he sighed looking at me.
'and i am, only if you keep yours.
at this point cam was reaching to get his ass beat.
'what are you doing this for then?
'friends.. with benefits.
'no!
'tori i will hit this post button so fast.
' i'd rather the truth come out than to let nahmir sit there wondering why im fucking with you again.
he shrugged his shoulders smiling.
'it's whatever you want.
'and this is what i want.
i got up grabbing my keys heading to my car.
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i called for nahmir who didn't come downstairs until the third call.
'victoria what the fuck is this?!
he held up his phone looking at me crazy.
'look nahmir we we're never together at that time.
'tori do you not understand how this makes me look?!
'how this makes you look, nigga my body got exposed out into the world not yours!!
he picked me up throwing me onto the couch.
he crashed his lips on to mine giving me a look any girl could die for.
'he can have yo sex, i gotchu soul.
[tory lanez lyric.. lol]
he whispered into my ear which sent chills down my spine.
without any warning nahmir positioned himself inside me causing me to scream.
i clenched onto his back while my nails were deep in his skin.
'tori your mine understand that!
he pounded himself inside me making me scream even louder.
'understand, he screamed making eye contact with me.
'yessssssssssss.
'yes what!
'yes nic-
'hell naw!
'yessss daddeeeeeiiiiiieeeeee!
(bitch the mf cringe is real af)
those were our last words as we continued.
