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im crushing BIG hard on this guy at school. I have all my classes with him and hes cute and funny. hes fr the whole motherfuckin package bro. this boy is just like gods favorite child. cute AND hot AND funny. ive been liking him for 1 year now and im moving to a new school next year, but he is too :((. for now im sad cuz I think he likes my best friend. he usually only hangs out with them. we dont even talk a lot, the only time we talk is when our friends are with us otherwise its awkward. I really like him but he doesnt like me. one of my "friends" keep interfering between us too. he told my crush that I used to like him (I lied to them that I used to like him) and we havent talked in a long time. honestly I dont think we would ever like me anyways. im unattractive and a bit chubby when hes the opposite of me. but this year right now we still havent taken photos for our yearbook yet so people are gonna go around taking photos of us. my teachers might take photos of us. i dont have the courage to ask him out if I have the feeling that he likes my best friend. and im sure he does too. shes prettier than me and funnier. me and my best friend since kindergarten (not the ones in this story) have been talking to each other a lot about this topic because I told her that I liked him. during our ft's we call him spaghetti. im positive hes moving too, but since his little brother that im familiar with since I went to first grade with him goes to our school still I can kind of keep in contact with him but I havent talked to his brother in a long time. I dont even know if he remembers me, since he got held back. my crush is older than me by almost a year, im 8 months younger than him, hes an october baby and im a november. i need advice please :((.
