longing.

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i miss you so much
i feel it in my bones
i want to write to you
but i can't
i can't do that to myself
it's just longing i guess.

i've never wanted to call you so badly in my
life
i just want everything to be okay again
i want to tell you all of the things going on
i want you to love me
i want to have a father again.

i'm so sorry
for all of the things i did wrong
i guess i was just pushing you over the edge
i can't believe i made you do this
i hope you can forgive me
please

sometimes i wake up in a cold sweat
the nightmares make you feel so real
i wish i could fix it all
but i find myself making it worse

i wonder if you're longing for me the way i long for you
i wish we had a relationship
i wish you cared about me
but i guess you never did
and you never will.

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