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the night before the party, rin was nervous.
she highly considered not going to the party and faking an illness to get out of it. her sister had invited her out for some coffee, and rin voiced her concerns to her.
"what if he thinks i'm ugly?" she asked her younger sister, chewing on her lower lip in worry. chaewon had just gotten out of a photo shoot and was looking like a super model, while rin felt self-conscious with her average clothes and her white mask covering half of her face. people stared at her, and that didn't bother her. but being judged by jinyoung was what had her on edge.
she thought back to their high school days, when she used to be the pretty sister.
no one really paid attention to chaewon because rin was the perfect one. how things had changed in a few years. now she was the ugly one, and she deserved it for what she did.
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so my crush has been using the words "we" and "our" whenever we go out together. and my cousin says that's a good sign. she said when a guy starts calling you and him "we", then it means he's into it.
let me give you all some context.
on sunday we went to the aquarium with our other friend, and that friend took her two small daughters. so me and A spent most of the time together.
on the way back, he saw that my car didn't have gas and he says, "damn, WE forgot to pump gas." and then he saw that i got super red in the face and corrected himself, saying "YOU didn't pump gas."
the second time it happened was yesterday. we went out to eat and we were playing music in the car. so he grabs my phone and starts scrolling through the music on spotify. and i told him "why are you skipping all the songs? :( *pouty face*" and he replies, "bc i just realized it isn't playing stuff from OUR playlist." and again i went super red so he quickly corrected himself saying "YOUR playlist."
what do you all think? i need some advice. lol
-clary
