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for weeks, they texted back and forth, exchanging pictures, and jinyoung even sending her video clips. rin felt guiltier and guiltier keeping the lie going.
it was almost as though he were her boyfriend. he sent her good morning texts, always checked in to see how her day was going. he'd call her for a few minutes after he knew she was out of work.
but the chances that she would ever get to see jinyoung in person were dwindling.
he was always busy, and rin didn't want to lose him now that she found a person who liked her. she had never felt that way about anyone, not even when she was dating namjoon.
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i should be getting to bed because im getting up at five in the morning to go to work tomorrow. but fuck logic. im going to work on some fanfics because i havent posted in a lot of them in weeks. some even months.
i dont want to keep putting them off. even though i constantly suffer because im so damn tired all the time.
that's why im also going to work harder to get a better job.
tbh i always give myself false reassurances that its not so bad of a job. but bitch i went through five years at a university to get my five degrees, not to fucking sell burgers all my life. im gonna be a journalist or a translator at the very least damnit.
-clary
