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We plot until the sun

is too high to ignore

and work is unavoidable.


As I run through the city streets,

I continue to dream.

I allow myself secret,

poisonous,

fantasies:

lining up at the starting line.

winning the first race.


I indulge myself,

knowing that daydreams

may be as close as I get.

I will enjoy them while

they remain unlikely possibilities.


Even though the sky soars through my veins,

I do love to run.


I like the rhythm,

the steadiness,

the beat of my feet

as they hit the ground,

the exhaustion.

Most of all the exhaustion.


Since my mother's death, I only

sleep on days I've spent running. 

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