Wtf is wrong with me?!

Part 6

Sorry for the long wait...

Anyways..

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Ok I can't hold this in for long! I need to tell you guys about me, I mean like NOW!!

What bands I like:

Black Veil Brides, Sleeping With Sirens, Pierce the Veil, Blood on the Dance Floor, Of Mice and Men, Asking Alexandria, Crown The Empire, Hollywood Undead, Flyleaf, Evanescence, Issues, Falling In Reverse, Bring Me The Horizon, Celldweller, Gemini, Nightcore, Ghost Town, 30secs To Mars, Memphis May Fire, A Day To Remember, My Chemical Romance, Mayday Parade...I think there's more.

What Youtuber's I watch:

Hannah Hospital, Markiplier, Cryoatic, Pewds, Vanossgaming, Merkmusic, Lixiantv, The Diamond Minecart...I can't think...but there's more.

What I want to be:

A youtuber, singer or a stand-up comedian...or all of them.

What I enjoy:

Making my friends laugh and smile. Writing stories about what I'm thinking or how I feel. When my friends are sad, I'm sad too.

What I/Friends call myself:

I call myself...Christina Rose. My friends call me Senpai, Kate, KK, Katie, Britney, Clemintine, and Quiet girl Loud Music (so true).

What shows/movies I watch:

THE WALKING DEAD!!!! Of course, family guy, south park, the big bang theory (I know, I'm a nerd), Mike and molly, once upon a time...*thinking*...I get nothing..

My other accounts:

pretty_emo_tastic, the one I'm on, and XDsoemoXD.

Favorite color(s):

Black and red...together and separate.

My favorite phrases:

KILL IT WITH FIRE!! BUTTER F BALLS!! There was another one...I forgot it!......

What's usually on my mind:

'I might not be the romantic person, but I got my ways.' 'I want a man that cares about me. I only date them because their personality and that I love them back, not because of their good looks and a hot, shocking car' 'I love all of my friends!' And things that hurt me inside.

What I Think Is Creepy and not:

Nothing is creepy. But I LOVE creepypastas! My friends don't. I think it's funny that they think they're ugly, but I think they're cute. They judge me a lot...

Sorry To Break This To You:

I'm moving...to Idaho. I don't want to move but I do. A very confusing process.

What My Friends Think Of Me:

(From school) Funny, kind, quiet, and caring.

What I call my friend on the ps3:

Funnyman, using a British accent. Funnyman from Hollywood Undead (that's where I got it from cause he's hilarious)

In my own opinion, he should be a stand-up comedian.

My Friends say all the time:

You don't act emo. Are you sure you're okay?! You look pale...(feels my head) You don't feel to good. What's Wrong? My boyfriend/Girlfriend did this and that...blah blah blah.

Thoughts rushing through my head:

Why me? Why this? I'm alone, I have no friends! I will grab that knife and kill myself! This isn't me! What did I do?! Why is this here? Why, why, why?!?!?! last thought: JUST STOP!!! I'm so done with the worrying! (thoughts stop) THANK YOU GOSH...finally some peace and quiet...

What I can't stand:

I can think of A LOT of things! Girls fighting over stupid stuff, Music videos censoring out the curse words, people arguing, people yelling at me, negative thoughts and just my life being a total dick right now.

Question....

I want to run away forever from my mom. But where will I go? I want to be apart of the Divergent book.

A Message To Everyone:

I might be emo. But that doesn't mean you have to hate me for just that reason. I'm human and at least almost every human has the same things in common. If not, just keep looking. I might not have a forgiving heart of what happened this summer. But all that matters is that I care about all of you, and I would literally cry if something happened to you guys. Always remember, when you feel down, I'm here. I love all of you! Don't forget that. So just please, hang in there, everything would be fine at the end. I promise, and I NEVER break my promises. Have a smile, try not to look sad. Don't worry all of us been through the same thing in some point. I've been there, Trust me. Like always, stay awesome! Thanks so much for your support! I love you guys so much!! And please, hang in there. I truly mean this in my heart. I care so much for all of my friends...My heart is happy as long I'm happy and all of you is happy.

Send a message or private message me about how you feel. If sad, mad, happy I'll help you no matter what.

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Yes, I truly mean that. But I thank you guys for staying here with me! Always remember, when you think that no one cares about you, there's actually me, friends, family and other people out there that does care about you.

'You can live in my heart's shadow as long that you love me' I wrote this for you <3

Like always, I thank you guys for the support! I love you guys so much from my heart. Stay awesome!

At least promise me you won't leave me here crying, confused and breathless. Stay here with me.

Okay, baii senpai's!!!(senpai means someone older than you and that they/you look up to them...I truly don't care about age, but I do look up to you guys!)

Thanks for reading and stay awesome! I'm always here for you when you need me.

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Sincerely,

    Kate (nickname)