"I understand that Stephen. But I'm not running away...I just think it's not the right time for us to have another child. I can't do this on my own, and you have to understand that." I counter back.
"And I know. But your not getting an abortion. That's my child growing inside of you, and I refuse to let you hurt him or her. We're not discussing this anymore. End of story!" He growls.
"F.u.c.k y.o.u!" I scream angrily.
"You think I'm going to listen to what you want?! This is my body, Stephen. I sound like a freaking broken radio player repeating this. Your suppose to be my husband. How can you not understand where I'm coming from?" Pulling my arm out of his hold, I walk towards our bedroom. He walks behind me, and closes the door behind us once we're inside.
"You knew when we first started dating that I would hardly be home. Just because we're married now doesn't mean it's any less different. I have a hectic job, ____. You knew what my job entailed, so what's the problem now? I'm trying to make money for us now that it's not just the two of us anymore. I don't know how much more you could ask for." He chided.
"I knew that. I married you because I love you. But your always arguing with me when I try my best to just talk to you. I understand your anger with me right now, and I know you disagree with my decision of having an abortion. But you also have to understand we can't do this right now. Elijah, please understand. Having another baby is just going to be a whole mess." I argue.
"So, now your saying our child will be a burden on us? This is one of your flaws. You don't think about other's feelings. Your always claiming I don't paid any attention to your feelings, but when I do you just up and flip the switch on me. Do you not want to be in this marriage?! Is this what I'm going to have to deal with everyday?" He sighs.
Not wanting to talk to him anymore, I walk pass him and out of the room towards Liam's nursery. I didn't want to fight with him anymore. All I wanted to do was have a normal conversation with him. I knew he would be upset about it, but there was no need to argue about it. I just wanted him to understand where I was coming from. Why couldn't he understand that?
Two weeks later, me and Stephen haven't been talking. He's been home for a week now which was quite surprising. I was still angry with him, and thought about going to the clinic by myself on many occasions. But in the pit of my stomach I knew I would regret it. Even though I was mad at my husband, I didn't want him to be upset. I was willing to compromise, but that was only if he was willing to talk like civilized adults.
Stephen had went out and took Liam along with Pablo. I had the house to myself, and I was going to take full advantage of that. I decided to text Kyla. I hadn't hung out with her in a while. I had talked to her last month. She had broke things off with her boyfriend, and was just now focusing on school.
You: Hey! Wyd?
Bestie💕: Home.
You: Let's hangout.
Bestie💕: Your home?
You: Yeah.
Bestie💕: I'm coming over.
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