Living in the big city is what you've known for a long time. You weren't every guys' ideal type, but you had a pretty face. Not confident in yourself, you let reading and college take over your life. Being the hard working student that you are, you...
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It's been over a month, since Stephen found out that I was pregnant again. I've been really thinking about this pregnancy. I'm not sure if I even want another child again so soon. I mean, yeah I want to have a family and have another child in the near future. But I'm really not ready to take care of two babies right now.
Don't get me wrong I adore Liam, but he was a lot of work on his own. If I just up and threw a new born into the mix, then I would be really struggling. Yes, Stephen helped out when he could, but he was constantly busy with work and his new business.
I knew I wasn't ready, and I knew what I had to do. I felt horrible for the decision I was about to make, but I needed to focus on Liam for now until we were actually ready to have another baby. I knew I had to have a talk with Stephen, and he wasn't going to be too happy about it.
Currently, we were back in Barcelona because Stephen was now officially making his own clothing line. I was really proud of how far he has gotten. But at the same time he was overly busy now. That's why I knew this was the best decision for us. Once, everything died down a little then maybe we could think about having another child.
I was in the kitchen cooking dinner, I was making Cuban chicken and black bean rice bowls. Stephen wanted us to eat more healthier foods. He was trying to get back into his daily routine. I guess, since he's been with me he hasn't really been doing his daily workouts.
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Turning off the oven I take out the chicken, grabbing the bowls I measure the rice. Adding a fist size portion of rice, I put them into two bowls. Within five minutes I have dinner ready, putting a aluminum foil around Stephen's bowl I place it onto the counter.
Grabbing my bowl I walk into the living room, Liam was in his walker watching some children's show. I could honestly say he was a good baby, he did have his days but overall he was wonderful.
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