Unexpected Text message (BWWM)(ReaderxStephen)

Chapter 31- A complete mess

About two hours later, I had feed Liam and changed his diaper. He had fell asleep so I put him in his crib. Hearing the front door open, I knew Stephen was home. The front door closes, and his footsteps grow near. Turning my head, I see him walk into the living room. He smiles at me, and plops himself down next to me.

I wanted to be as happy as him, but I wasn't. I felt stuck. I didn't know what to do. I wanted to make him happy, but I also wanted to be happy too. I knew it was time to talk to him about my decision. As much as I didn't want too. I had too.

"Elijah?" I mumble.

"Yes?" He answers, looking at me.

"We need to talk." I sigh.

"Look, if this is about the whole ordeal about me being busy. I can'-" He begins to say.

"No. This is about me being pregnant. Look, I'll just get straight to the point. I can't do this Stephen, you have so much going on right now. I'm trying my best to be the best mother I can to Liam. He's not even one years old yet. How can we think about bringing another child into this world, if I'm not even use to raising Liam yet? I'm sorry, but I want to get an abortion." I frown looking down.

I could already feel the the tears welling up in my eyes. I knew Stephen was mad, but I couldn't look him in the eyes. I felt so bad. I really didn't want to do this, but I knew I couldn't do this. It wasn't the right time to have another baby. We just needed to focus on Liam for now.

"Abortion?! Are you fucking insane?! I'm not letting you kill my child. We created this baby together, and now he or she is growing inside you. Do you really...I can't!" He yells angrily.

"........Stephen? Please, Liam is sleeping.." I whisper.

"Don't fucking Stephen me! Time after time I've been trying to make you happy. We're fucking married for fucking sake! Look, I don't want to talk about this anymore." He barks.

"No! Stephen, this is my fucking body! I was scared when I had Liam. I'm just now learning how to be a mother. You have a lot going on right now. It's not enough that you don't even have time for your own son sometimes. What happens when I have this baby?huh?! I'm going to be the one struggling to take care of them." I argue back.

"What are you trying to say?! That I'm not here for you and my son?! I've been trying to come home to be here for you two. I'm working my ass off for us. What do you think I'm doing?! Huh?! I'm not out there fucking partying! You're still that fucking insecure woman I met!" He fumed.

Hitting a very sensitive nerve, I look away from him. He was a fucking jerk. Why did I even bother marrying him? He had no remorse for my feelings or what I wanted. He never tried to actually talk like civilized adults. He always wanted to argue about everything like he dictated our entire life. He only did what benefited him.

"Amor..?" He sighs.

"Don't! Don't fucking touch me!" I scream.

Getting up from off the couch, I walk towards the stairs. Walking up the stairs, I hear Stephen follow behind me. Getting to Liam's nursery, Stephen grabs my arm and spins me around before I can open the door.

"Listen, I'm trying my best to make a better life for us. Soon, I will be home more, but until this shop can run on it's on I can't do anything. I want our marriage to work, but you can't keep doing this. You can't keep running away when your scared. That's why I'm here. I'm your fucking husband. I'll always be by your side no matter what, but when it comes to killing our child I can't. I don't believe in that shit." He defended.