You Annoy Me.(Human!Lapis Lazuli x Reader)

#2 Poems.

Look me in my eyes
Tell me that I'm wrong
Even if you loved me
you would probably just run.

Grab onto my hands
hold them in your palms
make me feel better
when I already feel alone.

Spin me in circles
step on my toes
pull me even closer
put on a little show.

Kiss me on my lips
kiss me on my nose
kiss me anywhere,
just please baby don't go.

I fall into a depression
after you walk out
not truly understanding
why I needed your help.

But then it clicked,
and now here I sit,
with the flowers I picked
feeling really fucking sick

Lapis Lazuli
can't you fucking see
your in this hospital bed
because of me.

You stopped after that line, you could have kept going, but self pity isn't really worth it.

You place your pen gently in the slightly burnt and damaged journal and closed it softly, no audible sound imitating as you did so.  You shifted up in the chair that sat next to your best friend's bed, her eyes closed, like they always have been for the past 3 month's.  You couldn't hear the beep from the machine that monitored her heart nor the inhale and exhale from the machine that allowed Lapis to breathe. They weren't shut off nor not working, they just had became so familiar to the point it was white noise.

Your eyes scanned the girl intently with longing and sadness. 
After the accident they had to shave the sides and the back of her hair for surgery to take out the glass and to relieve pressure that had built up due to fluids in her brain, leaving the top of her faded blue hair with slightly black streaks a mess.  Her once tan, caramel skin now took on a paler color and her throat bandaged after being impaled by glass, just enough not to disturb air flow but enough to cause minor damage to her vocal cords.

You weakly grab her hand, not expecting her to grip back, but with hope she would.  You focused on her hand, the feeling the same but different.  You ran your thumb over the top, the texture was softer compared to her palms, but it didn't bother you to much.  Soon your eyes shook causing you to close them in agitation, you used your fingers to rub your eyes soon stopping,

"3 months yet thy eyes still doth not openth" You began,

"How long til thy awakes?,"

"months, years, neverth?,"

You paused opening your eyes and look at the blue haired girls face,

"...Please, Bless thee, with what gods have madeth,"

You paused again, this time to scowl at yourself,

"I will never be able to get Shakespearean down, so many errors."

You laughed dryly before coughing a little.

Then it was quiet again.

"Always so quiet."

You whispered.

"...."

"please wake up..."

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a/n

Ik this was short and dumb but I gave up on it for now, I'll come back to it once I get to at least chapter 15-20.

Chapter 10 is almost done!
so be prepared to get crunk!