for s. j.
i stand on the earth
barely touching it,
on the tips of my toes because i know what
is right and what is best.
because i am the embodiment
of a distorted pantheon
of values. because i am the embodiment
of a rebellious little soul who thinks they
are all-knowing and all-seeing.
perhaps they are, with their bloodied mouths
and their leaking eyes that will tell you lies beyond.
but they believe those lies.
they believe those lies beyond because
it is what their pantheon dictates.
Morality is that which seethes with utter disbelief.
Morality is that which screams truth.
what Morality will never tell you is that
the truth of a broken scale is no better
than the lie of a crooked sin.
Morality is the flightless bird that wails for you
to cut off your own wings to give to it.
Morality is the dying man that demands one more day
in exchange for your eternity.
Morality is the dark façade of the coin.
the side you never see, yet know is always there.
Morality is the moon who washes out the sun
because she has somehow been wronged.
given a different, less worshipped light.
i have two faces. seven faces. many faces,
strung together in a convenient, spinning wheel.
i am twisted to conform. i am fluid.
what you see is most definitely and most deservedly
not what you get.
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Poetrya collection of divinity and a study of morality by the mortal eye. images: https://www.billelis.com/carpe-noctem-i/