for e. s.
the Pure are beasts set in gilded gold,
flowered silks, and delicate marionettes.
of right and wrong tuned to decrepit and dead instruments.
they are the disfigured brainchildren of
single-mindedness and ruthlessness,
of mistakes stamped out and eradicated by genocide.
and i am Pure. mottled with coats of barbed wire
and shining teeth dirtier than the blackest night,
i am the crowned hero of a world you cannot see or touch.
i am the winner of a game with evil requisites
set to be lost.
the Pure are my brethren, cut out of the same flesh
as i am. because that is the only way in which
i should ever acknowledge a life.
however much the odds are with you
one fateful card that holds your death in its palm
glides through the doors.
the ticket of entry to this heaven is the demise
of me. i stand before the scales
of justice and penitence
and i cry out for the Pure.
behold.
the Pure descend and i am blinded by the beauty
of an abstract, fleeting whisper of
all things insane,
born of the splitting cacophony and uneasy transition.
i rear my head and set the world
to the beat of a drowning pulse of internalized
hatred and murderous tendencies.
i paint the sheep with merciless notes of
terror and the unending breath,
that which the impure call rewriting.
only that i do not rewrite,
but that i override what was once there in its place.
i pin my words on a base of malleable gold dressed
like tungsten and everything lasting,
the Pure flocking to my will.
and i relish in
the solidarity of adversarial eras.
when this halo flickers,
i can make an enemy of
what is impure.
i bear witness to the ascendancy of all things
correct, accepted, and proper,
for the Pure are the only everlasting fallacies
of regimes lost.
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