When did he devianted ? [Eng]

I am sorry..

You were walking home from work, you pass by the park near to the commercial shops, always so crowded. No thanks.

You love looking around, because the most of the time, you see something pretty; like this pretty cute face reading on the same bench since forever, but, you don't know where your courage go when you decide to ask him to take a coffee with you, you are feelings the regrets going up to your eyes becoming tears ready to fall.

"You are so stupide.." You let it out while sighting.
The key in the door hole of your little blue house, it's a bit far from the city, you don't mind it. It's around 15 min by walk and not even 5 in bus.

"You are late Eryn, you did not warn me, what happened ?" You do a quick smile.
"I decided to walk... Sorry I thought I texted you"
"It's okay, I make burgers for dinner because I wanted to make you a surpris and I saw on Internet it was often a good surprise, well in the reviews of the website, except if you are vegan and I couldn't find tofu in the closest store.. Since I live with you I assumed you are not, 2 days ago-"

You cut him while he talked, he won't mind, he is a machine after all. It's hard for you that concept of Android.
It looks human, it act human, but it's not..?

"Blaan, thank you it's really nice of you... But I pass.."

It was our routine, 2 years ago, I've find him in pieces in my fresh new house, I thought it was a human body first.
I picked all that I could and bought him inside, when I realized how complicated it was to built it up again without knowing anything about them.
Well, I love admiring them but I don't understand the most of the articles about the update of each new Android.
I have find quick formation into Cyber life to understand the most basic informations, in 6 months. I have become a saler in Detroit, I try to eat in places where I can have a view of the Androids.. I know it can be weird but they look so peaceful.

In my nightshift around 2 nights a week and I can work to Monday to Wednesday, then Friday to Saturday. I have an priority on the days off.
I start to ask questions to the Androids, not to noticeable ones. Like "I think about buying an Android, is it easier to replace it or to repair it?"
It didn't really help so you started to read all the manuals of models available in your shop. Somethings is repeating often, like the numbers of the chest or the stomach part and higher thights.
So you tried to built the upper body, if it worked it might turn on..

You struggle around 2 hours to assembly the lower core to the upper, with the neck and the head. What the point ?
It eyes.. Opened ?

You jump back, something told you it was dangerous. It start to breath quickly, breathing heavily, look around, looking at itself and it looks with a fear expression mixed with anger and confusion.
It look human at this moment.
"Who are you..? Are you with her ? WHAT HAVE YOU DONE TO ME ?! YOU ARE, YOU ARE WITH HER".
Your body started to shake, this voice is monstrous, rough, broken. Like it throat.
You never slept well after this day, even knowing that BN100 was the opposite of what you could ever imagine.

Nightmares where his large hands on your skin, so perfect hands on your body... Where you are being suffocated, and it is here looking at you by the door step.
The first time it happened, Blaan was next to you with a panicked expression, you scream in terror and ordered to stay be the door step no matter what. It looked like it was hurt. No - It can't.

Sometimes you stay to do longer shifts, it was a way to not see it.
Just a message "I will stay at work" make you feel lighter; holding almost a week without sleeping it was around 5 coffees per day, but caffeine is not strong enough.
One energy drink for the morning and for the rest of the day another one.

You thought you could live like that, even if you would suffer everyday.. It was better than being killed in your sleep.

You planned to stay this night at work, again, you walk through the park to reach the convenient store. Nothing better than cheap energy drink !

You see him and he just lift up his head from his text, unable to look away this time; you can't help but admire his hair not quite brown nor quite blond, but fire - brown dark eyes and those perfect lips, they move upward.
One of his hands let go the book and goes towards your breast, you freeze, he put my little bunny pin the head up. "it was upside down" and chuckles.

"Hum.. Would you.. like to take a coffee with me ?"
He looked surprise, close his book.
"I though you would never ask me to"

One thing I learn with my job in selling android, is resetting them. But everytime Blaan keep falling in love with me, everytime I turn him on again because I need confort after my breaks up.