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So I'm not the prettiest girl in the world. Sometimes I look in the mirror and don't see beauty and sometimes I do. Sometimes I hate myself and on rare occasions I love myself. I'm smart but not the smartest and I'm nice but not the nicest. I'm a mixture of a million things that constantly contradict there selves. I don't know who I am. I'm constantly trying to figure it out though. I have no hobbies, motivation, or aesthetic. I'm just living one day at a time.
Ok so let me introduce myself. My name is Erin and I'm a Virgo (the best sign) and I'm 21. I graduated college early because of my early college program in high school. So now I'm living in a apartment in California but I'm originally from New Jersey. I have two roommates that are basically strangers and I'm working as a assistant for some stuck up jerk while I'm taking classes in a physical therapy program. Yay more school that was sarcasm if you couldn't tell.
~~~~~~~ Erin's POV~~~~~~~~~
I wake up to the sound of loud music. Great. I roll over and check my phone it's 4am. I got up and walked outside my room and saw clothes and garbage all over the floor. I need to move away from this place. The roommates that I have are so disrespectful. They have no respect for their environment and for me. I walk over the mess and go to the bathroom to shower. Work starts at 8 and I have to get coffee for the boss. I got ready and put on a cute little pencil skirt and blouse and I attempted to do my makeup. I'm horrible at makeup but I tried and then I took it all of and put a random lip gloss on. I ate some cereal and watched some Naruto until it was time for me to go.
I walk into the office with two coffees and gave them to the boss and whatever girl he was entertaining in there. A new girl each day. Once she left I went in and gave him the schedule for the day. After work I went to a open house for a apartment it was nice but to big. While walking to my house I got a phone call one of my friends were throwing a party and they want me there. They want to set me up with one of their friends.
I do this same routine everyday my life is uneventful and boring but at least I'm alive that's a plus.
~Fin~
Authors note: This was just the opening it was very boring but I just wanted to give you a feel of the main character and how she feels about herself and her life. Please vote and comment if you can. Do any of you guys relate to Erin?
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Kısa Hikaye-"Why me. There's billions of people out there who are smarter than me and prettier than me. Who aren't messed up and broken. Who are normal." -"Why would I want normal if I'm not even normal" Erin is twenty and just graduated from college and is tr...
