I am weakest at the heart.
I am shuffled and baffled
and constantly enamored with sentimental things.
I cry at the most unexpected quiet things.
No colored strings can cover the lines of my smile
And there's no reason
I just want to smile whenever I am able
Whenever I feel like it
Because these days the world just welcomes happiness
from all sorts of sources and carried by all kinds of convoy
And that's not who I am.
I am not with anyone.
I am separate.
I am afar.
Further than what your eyes can tell.
And I am happy.I do not long anymore during 20 hours out of 24.
I am gonna feel and talk at my own pace.
I am gonna act according to what is true.
If I commit mistakes I assure you
they would still be beautiful.
Just like what I've always been.
More than the sunflowers that only follow the sun.
I find no value in anticipating the sun
For it doesn't need me,
Why should I want it to need me?
Why should I want to need it?
My every tear he dries but my tears are softness of my heart.
My every smile he answers with a kiss but my smiles hold my pain.
Pain...
Weakness is my vanity,
I am forever enchanted by my own imperfections
And I've long accepted that no one can give the love I have for myself
So I banish even their voices to a dark cave.
They yell out my name in unison,
in perfect harmony
But I do not answer
For in this world
I am separateI am afar
I am done.
(9/12/16)
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Pinwheels and Dead Leaves
PoetryThis is a compilation of my works in the year of 2016. I was pretty active that year, really inspired by love and friends, and started reading and discussing philosophical things. It was also the year that our group the Ice Cream Club did the 100 da...