Meant to be

Last time in a hospital bed

                              Lexie's POV

Today, is my last day in the hospital, but I have to wait for Mark. He still has to stay 3 days but I will wait for him. I was finishing signing my papers when I see someone that looks like Julia.
Julia was Mark's girlfriend before the accident, she is lovely and kind, I really didn't want to do anything that hurts her but I had to because I love Mark.

Before going to Mark's room, I decided to visit the others. I first go to Derek's room were I can also find Meredith. Derek is ok. We talk for about half an hour then i go to see Arizona, I feel like she is kind of depressed...I talk to her for some minutes then I see that her soul is not with me, so I let her sleep.
Then I decide to see Cristina, she is ok. She tells me that she is happy that I didn't loose my legs.
We talk about many random things then I finally go
To see Mark .
When I enter the room I see Julia crying and Mark trying to comfort her ...

                              Mark's POV

Lexie just got out of the room to sign the papers and tells me that she will go visit the others.
Honestly, I started missing her from the first minutes. Suddenly I see Julia in front of me. She enters the room with a happy face.
Julia: Oh babe, why didn't you call me ?
Me: I don't have my phone, listen Julia I want to tell you something...
Julia*interrupts Mark *:Shhh.. i love you
Me: I love....*Julia smiles * I love Lexie.
Julia*her smiles fades*:What ? You don't love me ?!?
Me: your lovely, but no sorry.
Julia*crying*: all this time you lied to me, you're a big liar, Why...
Me: I'm....I....I'm sorry....
Julia: Just shut up!

Suddenly Lexie enters at first she is smiling then her beautiful smile fades. She looks shocked.
Lexie: I can leave if you want...
Me: No stay..
Julie: I have to go*to Mark*You're disgusting....really.
Lexie sits next to me, she looks really sad.
Lexie: This is all because of me..
Me: No, I love you...
Lexie interrupts me by kissing me and she smiles her smile is still a little bit sad but is amazing.

Cristina POV

Still one day and I can go back to Seattle.
The most thing that I miss there is Owen, I know we weren't really happy before but I decided to have a new life with him. I was watching a boring TV show when suddenly a gorgeous red haired man enters my room. It's Owen !
Owen: Cristina I'm sorry !!
Me: For what ?
Owen: I let you go in in this plane, it's my fault.... if you're here it's because of me.
Me: Calm down Owen, I'm sure you didn't know this would happen, it's not you fault...
Owen: I really had a bad relationship with you before the crash and it was my fault, I was over reacting.....
Me: We can start again, Owen I really love you and I want to give you a second chance....
Owen: But I really want a family....
Me: I don't, please give me some time, I have to think .
Owen leaves the room without a goodbye, I'm really sad because I wanted us to start again but we always do the same faults. But I only know one thing I REALLY DONT WANT TO HAVE A BABY.

                       Arizona's POV

I'm just getting depressed day after day, I don't want to see anyone, I don't want to talk to anyone and I don't want to eat anything, I just want to sleep, With no one disturbing me.
Today was a day like others, I was just sleeping, nurses told me that I could go out in 2 days but to be honest I didn't want to go out, I didn't want to stay At home while ruining my career, people tell me that I could live a normal life with a prothesis but I don't think so, I'm definitely sure that I'll have a depressing life with no career no social life no happiness. I will be a bad mom to Sofia, oh my poor little girl...
I'm just sleeping When suddenly Callie appears, she is stressed, she looks at me and smiles sadly.
I feel in her eyes pity but I don't want this pity.
Me: I don't want to talk..Please l want to stay alone...
Callie: It's ok... Everything is gonna be alright just calm down.
Me: Just leave me alone... You didn't lose anything but I lost everything.
Callie: You didn't loose everything it's just your leg you can live without it.
Me: I didn't just loose my leg, I lost everything, My career, My social life, Everything... I just lost everything.
Callie: But you didn't loose me and Sofia...
Me: Sofia won't be proud of a mom like me, she won't.
Callie: Don't say that.... You're a good mom and you will always be a good mom.
Me: Leave me alone !

I was a little too mean with her but I'm sure that she can't feel what I feel. I'm loosing everything. I started crying and the nurse arrived at first I just told her to leave then I screamed at her, she was horrified so she left running.
2 hours later, Lexie arrives she look cheerful so I decided to let her stay. Lexie is a good friend, she's caring, gentle, and kind. She started talking about many things but I'm sure she felt like I wasn't listening to her so she left.

                           Derek's POV

Meredith and I were ready to leave, but we decided to wait for the others because Mark is  leaving in 3 days we were walking in the hallways when suddenly we heard a women screaming to a nurse to leave her alone. It was Arizona everyone was chocked but we weren't because I lost my hand use and I'm already feeling depressed. I feel what Arizona is passing through.

3 days later, we are all ready to go back to Seattle. Arizona's doesn't talk to anyone, Mark and Lexie are normal, Meredith and I are talking and Cristina is on her own , sitting next to Arizona but she isn't talking to her.
I really exited to go back to Seattle but I can't be a surgeon anymore.
I really miss Zozo and I hope that our new life will be good. I look at Meredith smiling and she smiles back.
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