Trust (Script)

INTRO

**It was rainy afternoon and I was waiting for my ride at a bus stop. As I was wiping my arms because it was soaked in the rain, something caught my eye. It was… no, she was in the middle of the crowd, standing, soaked by the rain and she looks… she looks lost. But, that’s impossible because she looks that were at the same age. I tried to ignore her but my feet got me going on where she was. As if my feet has their own brain. I asked what’s wrong, what’s her name, what happened and even what was she doing there. I saw her beautiful angelic face. And, my world just stops revolving. I was soaked in by the rain and it’s all worth it. She just glared at me and bumped me on my shoulders as she passed me by. The moment she touches her skin with mine, its as if I was electrucuted or something. I just can’t understand it. I was about to leave when my eye caught something, again. It was a violet cloak and I guess it was hers. I turned back so I can give it to her but I didn’t saw her. She just vanished.

When I was at home, I looked at the cloak and found something, written inside the cloak. Her name? I guess so cause it says, TIFANNY. Time passed and I still can’t get her out on my mind. I always went to where we first met but she never came back. What luck I have, with me! We moved to a new place and sad to say that I’ll never see her again, but, fate was playful. I saw her there at my new school. I never did waste any more chances. This is my chance or I will never get this oppurtunity again. I approached her and we became friends easily. She remembered me and said sorry for how she behaves that day. She told me whats wrong and that’s a secret we both shared.

After few months, decided to court her and she didn’t think twice about it. We became lovers not long after. Our relationship was full of love until the day I have to leave. We will be leaving for Chicago and we will be staying there for good. I need to leave her even if I don’t want to. We talked and before I go, we went to the first place were we first met. I told her everything I wanted to tell her. I told her that I love her and that I have a weird feeling the first time I saw her. She laughed and told me that I just felt what they called LOVE. I just smiled at her. We agreed to LDR (Long Distance Relationship) even if we both believe that it won’t work but because fate played with us, we need to play the game and be wise about it. We don’t want to sperate or broke up with each other. Our love is stronger than that and that’s why we’re both relying on this. We know this’ll work as long as we both love eachother. We both know that.

In everyday that happened to us, she never fails to fill me with every blandishment she could find. She wanted me to go back. She flatter me with promises I can’t say no to. But, I need to be strong. If she really loves me she’ll wait. She’ll wait for us to see each other again. I thought what we have is enough. But, it seems that we forgot one thing. We forgot what they call TRUST.**

He was special to me because he let me feel like I’m the only girl in the world. And, I love him for loving me the way he loves me. I can’t afford to lose him that’s why I agreed to LDR even fi I know it won’t work but I need to risk just what I have in order to keep the both of us on track. I sweet talk to him and fill him with every blandishment I know. I need him beside me. And, I need him with me. One time, a girl called me, she said that I need to break up with Luhan because she and he are hooking up already. That just hurts me like hell. Somehow, even I don’t want to believe it, it feels really true. I called him after and asked him if that was true. He just denied it but I know he was lying. And, I asked him to prove me that if he really loves me, he need to prove it to me. I don’t know what had gotten to me but I need to know. In this was, I’ll know if he really tells the truth.

**I need to prove to her the truth and that’s what I’m doing right now. I love her that I can even turn my back on my family just for her. If this was the only thing that could prove her that I really love her, I need to do it. I’m sitting on my seat and counting sheep on when will this plane land. It feels like forever and that we’re not moving at all. Then at 12:27 at midnight, I felt something strange. The plane lights started to flicker and the plane started to shake like there was an earthquake. Before I know it, I was holding to the bracelet she gave me and saying: “I LOVE YOU, TIFANNY GONZALES. TRUST ME WHEN I SAY THAT.” And before I know it, everything went black.**

I wiped my tears away in front of this people who are staring at me. I told them how much I love him and that I’m sorry that because of me he died. I know that my sorry wouldn’t get me anywhere but if I have to say sorry for the rest of my life to them, I would do it for him. If only I trusted him then this wouldn’t happen. If only I trusted him then mayb e we were happy talking at the phone right now. If only I trusted him that its just me whom he love then maybe this wouldn’t really happen. I miss him already and I know I won’t see him again. I just love him. I hope I could go back at the time and I promise, I’ll never do it again. I just want him back. I finished my speech and cried a dozen when I saw them putting him in his grave. He DIED because of me.

After two weeks, I cant take the sandness. I even started dreaming about him. The dreams were all sweet and happy that made me cry when I wake. If I can only stay on my dreams with him. I need to end my sadness. I need to or else I’ll go insane. I took the little black bottle on my cabinet which I bought when he died. I lied on my bed and I hugged his picture and his shirt he left and finally, with tears streaming down on my face, I drank the bottle until I don’t feel any pain at all…