YouWhoSavedMe,I love you (onhold)

Chapter 2: cheek kiss

"Ellie! Stop! don't go there!" My mom shouted, as she was chasing me

"Elliiiiiiiiiiiieeeeeeeee! Noo! don't-"

i woke up suddenly, as always eyes wide, breathing heavily and sweating like a pig! The ghost dream-and so i have called it- strikes again. i rubbed my face with my palm, sighing at my miserable situation, where i am forced to wake up from my beauty sleep! i pushed myself out of bed, and lit up my dim room. there was no need to check the watch as i was quite sure it is around 4 am, as usual. i headed towards the mirror, i had panda eyes, and i could feel my face wrinkled. My beauty, the beauty i wanted to use to seduce Adam, was fading away! all thanks to the nightmare. i sighed at my sleepy, sweaty, wrinkled face.

yet all that was nothing compared to the so called "date" i had with Adam, yesterday. i reckon that visiting hell would have been much better than visiting him. He was just using me, that jerk! the jerk i love, my subconscious added, he just befriended me because of the benefits i could offer him, like doing his homework for example! he never liked me for who i am. i slammed the surface of the hair dresser with my fists. it hurts a lot, to know that your crush doesn't give a damn about you, doesn't think of you as a women! just a friend, no a friend with benefits. tears streamed down my eyes.

that bastard he was asleep half of the time i was there...alone with him...in his room, while i was going crazy trying to hide my blushed face and nervousness. My beating heart, and my dirty thoughts! i sighed at my pathetic thoughts. what was i expecting from a hottie? to fall in love with a nottie. well i guess it is now crystal clear! movies were never meant to be real... my vision became blur of some tears i let out. i wiped them with the back of my hands. 

"yeah Ellie!" i looked straight into my eyes through the mirror "just like what mom said, who doesn't want you, doesn't deserve you" i assured myself "you will find that someone, soon enough Ellie! maybe 500 years from now, but he is out there somewhere, in a far far away place, maybe stuck in a tree or something! you just need to wait" i nodded to myself

i lied on my bed facing the ceiling, thinking that as much as i wanted to give up on Adam, seeing his smile first thing in the morning, makes it harder to forget, to ignore, to let go. and his blue eyes are a secret weapon that controls all my senses! GOD! it is gonna be tough. and before i knew it, i lost it to the snores

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"Ellie wake up!" i heard

"wh...what?" i groaned

i slightly opened my eyes and it was mum

"mom what are doing waking up so early?" i suddenly half sat on bed. apparently shocked! my mom is never awake this early!

"honey, it is now 9:30" my mom replied with a soft smile

"what..what do you me-?" i jumped off bed as soon as my eyes saw those digits on the clock

"oh, shit! oh shit!" i ran around "i am late! i am late! the professor is gonna kill me" i took a random yellow shirt and a short purple skirt. yeah today my classmates are going to witness a fashion crime!

"mom why didn't you wake me?" oh god! i hope this doesn't affect my grades, or my flawless file. this has never happened before yet because of that dream, my perfect not-so-perfect life is falling apart right before me

"sorry hun, i just didn't have the heart to wake you, you were so innocent sleeping like that! oh yeah and your friend Adam passed by earlier" my mom replied calmly while i was running like a bull slamming into things

i stopped for a moment Adam? oh yes we are supposed to walk together to college. like always. god how could i forget that! he must be devastated that i didn't walk with him..wait! i almost laughed at my own thoughts! devastated? i bet he is more like happy that i didn't  walk with him this time! now he doesn't have to feel embarrassed walking with a nobody like me.. i frowned at my thoughts