My Empty Heart (GxG)

Chapter Twenty

Chloe's P.O.V.

Nanatili kami sa pwesto namim. Walang may balak na magsalita, ang gumalaw at sadyang pinapakiramdaman lang namin ang bawat isa. I can feel the burning sensation in my system. Para bang kumukulo ang dugo ko sa loob. Hindi naman ako galit sadyang ganyan ang nararamdaman ko ngayon. Walang-wala ang aircon sa loob ng room kung saan kami naka-occupy.

"C-chloe, I-i'm sorry." she stuttered.

"W-why are you asking for fogiveness? I m-mean it was an accident. Hindi natin ginusto." I stuttered too. Yeah, that was an accident, no big deal.

I was taken a little frightened when she hastily wiped her lips. She stood in front of me with a straight face. May kinuha siya sa bulsa niya at panyo iyon na ipinunas niya nang dahan-dahan sa labi ko.

"Let's forget that this day have happened." she said before she walked out.

I consciously touch my lips. She was the second girl whom I had a kissed with. Yeah, second dahil may nakakuha na ng first kiss ko when I was sixteen. Lim is the second and she's the third but the second girl.

Her lips was too soft...Argh! But thinking about my first kissed ay naalala ko na naman yung ginawa ko nuon dahil sa sobrang selos.

I watched them being so sweet with each other. May pangiti-ngiti ka pang Lim ka. Sobrang manhid eh! Mag-isa lang akong nakaupo sa tabi ng pool habang umiinom ng beer in can. Di ko maiwasang mapalunok ng ilang ulit dahil sa pait nito. Well...this is my first time drinking.

"Couz, andito ka lang pala?" tanong ni Rei.

"Yeah. Happy Birthday, Couz." Bati ko rito.

"So ba't ka umiinom? You're not a drinker." sabi nito sabay bawi ng beer pero hindi ako nagpatalo.

"Galit ako, okay?!"

"Woah, mukhang lasing kana."

"I'm not...diba sabi mo pampawala toh ng stress? So I'm taking my stress away."

"Okay, but yan lang huh? Baka malasing ka. Pupunta muna ako sa kabilang table dahil andun ang mga TDC's."

Tinanguan ko lang siya at patuloy na nilagok ang  beer. I felt alive! Yeah! But it's like I'm not in control with my body anymore. Magkalakad na sana ako nung bigla akong nadulas. I ended up splashing in the pool na ikinataranta ko. I don't know how to fucking swim.

Parang walang ni isa mang nakapansin sa akin dahil ang lahat ay nasa kabilang side ng pool kung saan matatamaan ng party lights. I struggled a lot until I got tired so I closed my eyes. I can't breath. Later on, I felt someones arm held my waist and push me upward together with her body.

"Help!!! Shit no one is listening. Miss? Wake up!!!" she said.

Naramdaman ko na para may nagpupush sa dibdib ko at parang pinipilit akong pinapahinga. Nagpatuloy ang ganung scenario hanggang sa ibinuka nito ang bibig ko until I felt something soft landed in my lips. Binibigyan niya ako ng hangin.

"Fuck, don't you dare die in my arms!"

Because of what she said ay nakaramdam ako ng kakaibang pakiramdam. I'm now vomitting water. Hearing those words are too...sweet. Hell...I'm thinking that now while I nearly drowned earlier.

"Thank God."

Titingnan ko sana kung sino ang babaeng toh base na rin sa boses at hubog ng katawan niya nung nagkadikit kami. But my sight was too blurry and someone shouted my name kaya nabaling ang atensyon ko rito.