Dear Renjun

eighteen

Here goes nothing... "Promise me you won't tell anyone." He leaned in and whispered.

She looked at him and nodded. "Sure, you can trust me." She gave him a reassuring smile.

"Well, it goes like this..." He took a deep breath. "Do you know Jung Eunmi?" He asked.

She nodded, "She's the band's female vocalist, right?" She said. "Mark-oppa's girlfriend?"

Renjun nodded. "Mhm, she left about months ago..." He started. "And since then, we didn't hear anything from her. One of the reason why Mark-hyung keeps himself busy these past few weeks." He sighed. "We could see that he's stressed about everything, and yet he's still trying his best."

He continued, "You see, Mark-hyung loves Eunmi-noona so much, and it's hurting him... because he doesn't know how she's doing." He looked st Ningning. "Ever since she left, she decided to cut all contacts with all of us. Including his own brother, Jaehyun-hyung."

She was listening intently, looking into his eyes, and slowly melting into his stares.

"Recently, I tried texting her because I really needed somebody to talk to..." He sighed.

You could have talked to me, Renjun-ge...

"I told her everything she needs to know, and to my surprise, she replied." He looked at Ningning in the eye and smiled. "I talked about you."

"W-What?" She asked, her cheeks heating up.

Renjun chuckled, "I told her everything about you, and you know what, she told me that she wants to meet you once she gets back." He smiled.

She smiled unknowingly, "R-Really? When will Eunmi-unnie be back, though?" She asked. She'll admit, she was once jealous of Eunmi because she's close with Renjun, but hearing these things coming from Renjun himself, makes her smile.

Seems like Renjun is serious about him liking her.

Renjun shrugged and looked away, "That, I still don't know. She's busy with her classes, you know?" He chuckled. "She even attends nigtt classes just to get done with everything early."

She nodded, feeling kind of bad for Eunmi because she had to do these things alone.

"When they saw me texting someone in the van earlier, I told them that it was you because I promised Eunmi-noona that I won't tell anyone." He said. "Well, you're an exemption."

You're an exemption. It feels like a dream to hear those words from him. It was line yesterday when he was fangirling and daydreaming about him from afar.

She feels unfair. It's unfair that Renjun told him something, and yet she's here, trying to keep everything away from him. Because she's scared. She's scared to ruin everything. She's scared that if Renjun knew she's yz, everything will he over.

She took a deep breath and clenched her fists behind her back. "Hey, Renjun... I want to tell you something–"

The door opened, and Jisung made his way towards the two who were enjoying their time talking to each other. "I didn't want to interrupt your love talk but heck Taeyong-hyung's already calling the two of you." He sighed. "Time to eat lunch." He then sprinted his way inside the house before Renjun could even stand up.

"Yah, Park Jisung!" Renjun said in a warning voice, but too late. Jisung was already inside. He turned to look at Ningning whose cheeks were pink because of what the younger male said.

He chuckled and patted her head, "Don't mind what Jisungie said." He smiled and crouched down to match her height because she was sitting on the bench.

She looked at him, "O-Oh... uh... I forgot... curse Jisung and his antics." She sighed. Renjun, I'm yz.

He gave her a smile, telling that everything's alright before lending out his hand in front of her. "Let's go?"

She smiled before taking his hand and locking it to hers. "Okay."

— tbc.
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