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Xandra *P.O.V*

It's getting to hard for me to breath as all the memories come
PAIN
That's all I felt PAIN As everything comes the abuse the death of my mother watching her die when you can't help her watching her take her last breath or the part where your dad sold you or the part where he made a deal with a guy to have his fun with you while his there having fun and laughing

living the life when I'm battling pain and my demons at night
Trying to find a new outlet
The devil pouncin'
I hear him howling, my vision clouded
Man I tried to escape but there ain't no way
Try to be strong when I deal with the pain

I can't Handel it anymore as I made my way to my closet and went trough my stuff I finally found the box
"Hey what do u want..?"
"Come over and bring some vodka.!"
"Do you want me to bring my box or is yours good..?" 
"Nah we will just use mine"
"Alright be there in 20 min"
"Okay bye"
"Bye"
^20 min later ^
*Knock*
"Finally I thought u were never gonna come!"
"Ye well I came here get the stuff"
BANG
"Omg  I swear your so dumb!"
"You try sneaking in from your window!"
"James shut up will before someone comes and we get caught!"
knock•
"Xandra are you okay..?"
"Umm ye I am fine"
"Are you sure..?"
"Yes I am fine now off you go!"
"Okay..?"
"Who tf was that?"
"Uhh don't worry about him let get started"

•Xavier•
It's been 1 hour and 30 min since all the drama happened between my dad and my babygirl and since I went up to her room and I am getting kinda worried not only me but her dad too
"Do you want me to go check on her..?"
"Uhh I don't know Xavier your dads kinda on her bad side you know..?"
"Well fu-k my dad I don't like him either so I will just go check on her!"
"Alright"
As I was walking up the stairs I could hear music not too loud but it's also not quite

I have finally made to my baby girls room and i have been knocking about 5 times now that's it
-Bang-
As the door came down I could believe what I was seeing there my babygirl was with a guy laying on his chest and drugs everywhere with vodka bottles on the floor I couldn't help but feel pang of hurt but also jealousy as I turned around I grabbed something and throw it on the wall which turned out to be a vase as I turned around and see if they did it or not and sure enough they where pile of clothes on the floor that's it I quickly stomped my way down the stairs as I was close to the door Ryan called out my name (So call out my name Call out my name when I kiss you so gently) "Xavier are you Alright..?"
"Ye I am fine why wouldn't I be..?" Ye I am perfectly fine tho I just wanna kill that boy he thinks he can touch my woman!
She ain't yours tho..?
Uhhhh there it goes I am talking to myself again I think I might be going crazy 
"Anyways tanks for the night it was fun" till my dad has to show his ugly ass here !"
"No problem your always wanted here bye !"
"Bye Ryan "









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