[HJ] Inhale. Exhale

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Seeing him near me, everything just went flashing through my head. But I promised myself that I would have nothing left to deal with it.

My heart aches.

And he was there. Once a golden light now a blockade necessary to pass through. A wall I need to get over with.

The back of his head was refreshing and familiar...

But no. I have to stop. Maybe, I'm saying this just to calm down myself but I still can't forget him.

Calm down.

Inhale.

Exhale.

Inhale.

Exhale.

Get your composure back to your best you.

No. I can't.

Seeing him, I just need to force myself.

And no one ever told me this is going to be painful as to how it is time-consuming and emotional.

His pimples.

I could never forget them. The bumpy cheeks, the blushing face with no malice in it.

But no...

But I can't stop too.

I should...stop.

I should calm down.

Calm down.

Calm down.

[R]

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