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"When Bishops come together they will know that, DEMA don't control us"
From all your insecurities, you wished to end it all. That was until the bishops of DEMA came to "save"...
Before he continues, he sits right across from me. "I simply came here to have a discussion. More specifically about your love life."
I sigh and begin to stand up. I don't want to deal with that now. I was forced back down by Sacarver however.
"We aren't done here Number 1021." He replied, grabbing be back into my seat. "You don't often talk about this stuff so I will act as your personal therapist for a bit."
Personal therapist my ass. Like hell he wants to "help" anyone. Knowing that I can't get out of this situation, I have no choice but to oblige. "Yeah, what about it? Sure I'm dealing with this whole love triangle thing but it isn't a big deal."
"Well now that's an obvious lie." He stated. I tried to play it cool with my response but I should have know, he can see right through me.
"Look, I'd rather not talk about it Bishop Sacarver, please leave me alone." I say as I begin to stand again. Sacarver doesn't pull me down this time.
"Whatever you say Number 1021, however you should know that this is an issue you can't avoid. You seem to be haunted and tainted with these thoughts no matter if we intervene or you spend all this time by yourself. You are going to end up being in love with someone you can't have. It'll be something you can't run away from cause simply put, you can never escape from here. So you should think wisely about your choices." Sacarver ranted.
I quiver at his words, as much as I wanted to avoid it, deep down, I truly knew I can't hide from this. I hated this feeling. This feeling that no matter my efforts, nothing will change. I won't change. Y/N and Josh won't change. This world won't change.
I look back at him briefly, "I don't want to be involved with you guys. I don't want to be involved in anything anymore. Just leave me alone."
Sacarver only devilishly smirked back, "Oh but I can't. There is a lot you don't know Number 1021. I'll give you a bit though to convince you to listen. That girl you met today? Jenna was it? My bad, Number 1022, she is involved in your past life outside of DEMA. In what way? Oh why would I tell you?"
I stare at him, an angry expression most notably evident on my face. "Why should I believe you?"
All he does is continue to smile as he brought over a laminated photograph. He passed it to me, obviously wanting me to see it. "Look at this image and tell me."
I look at him hesitantly as I take the photo to examine it.
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(A/N: I really hope it's Jenna behind Tyler. If not then I'll change the photo) ...
I just stare at it, it's obvious that it's a photo of me and Josh, looking at it closely it seems to be at some sort of award show. Right behind me however is a girl with blonde hair and blue eyes. That there was Jenna.
"How the hell did you get a photo like this?" I yell back at him. All he does is lightly chuckle.
"You were in a pretty popular band outside of DEMA, you think it's difficult to get your hands on these? Nonsense. This photo is real and pretty recent as well." He replied back.
I stare at him dumbfounded. I can't believe this shit. This doesn't make sense. Why is he even showing me this in the first place?
"It's up to you what you think about that and everything else I told you. I will be taking my leave now." Sacarver said as he stood up and began to walk away.
"Wait a fucking moment, I'm not done with you Sacarver! Stop!" I yelled but it didn't matter as he left through the front door.
God damn it, just when I thought things were getting a bit better, this shit is presented. What was this? And why was Sacarver trying to talk to me about relationships as if he is my mother? I don't understand it at all.
Yes I'm having complications with Y/N and Josh not only because of their friendship but just because I don't know how to feel about my feelings towards them both. This is too much for me to handle. I can't deal with this pain.
But that's exactly what the Bishops want right? To see us suffer. Nothing more. Nothing less. I won't feed into their desires. I'll twist this thinking into something positive. This pain of love. It's like a tear in my heart. But this pain. It can help make me feel alive, like a person deserving of life.
I won't succumb to this. No. I have to attempt to fight back.
And that's gonna start with confronting Y/N and Josh head on.
GUESS WHO IS BACK BABY!
How long has it been? 4 months?!? My apologies guys, I lost a lot of motivation.
But I'm back with a really long chapter! 2,000 words not including the A/N! I came back strong for you all!
On a side note, JOSEPH BABY! Omfg I'm so happy for Tyler and Jenna, their baby is so precious I- 🥺🥺🥺
Words can't describe my happiness and excitement! Everyone just be sure to respect Tyler, Jenna and Rosie and to be patient with Tyler and not beg for new music!
Anyway, besides that, I have been sorta well. School is still stressful and I'm single again yAy!
Oh I'm planning on beginning to write a Saiouma fanfic because I can
Despite that, everything has been fine and I hope you enjoyed the chapter 15 comeback!
If I have the time, I hope to post the next chapter this weekend so!
