•DEMA Dont Control Us•Tyler x Reader•

•Chapter 9: I Care What You Think•

I know what you're thinking

wOAH! An update literally like a week after the last one! A miracle!!

Yeah yeah I know lol. I just was bored and didn't have anything better to do so I was like, why not work on the fanfic more? 

Can you believe! We are almost at 10 chapters omg

I'm so glad you guys were here on this journey so far. My first fanfic isnt the best but I will for sure learn from it.

I don't wanna rant so let's start chapter 9

Y/N's POV:

"His name is Blurryface."

That name. I heard it somewhere before. But where?

"Blurryface...I think I heard that somewhere." I respond.

Josh sighs, "I would tell you I know from where but I'd be lying, the name does ring a bell to something else though."

I look down at the ground, trying to figure out what it could be. I was interrupted when Josh started to speak again

"I've know Tyler for a long time, ever since we came to DEMA that is. We were instantly drawn to eachother as if we knew eachother beforehand. But learning about all he felt, though a hassle, I was always there for him."

With that statement, I started to wonder whether Josh is going through anything like that

"Hey Josh, do you go through anything like me and Tyler?"

Josh had an evident frown on his face for a second but he quickly changed it to a sweet smile

"Don't worry about me Y/N, I'm completely fine!" He responded

I gave him a stern look, "If you are then how did you even get here to DEMA? Didn't you say everyone here most likely suffers from a mental disorder?"

That's where I stumped him

He hesitated. "W-Well I might have said that but me? Nahhhh I don't have any problems at all, trust me."

I knew for a fact he was lying. I would keep asking questions, I would comfort him or something, but the deep pit of anxiety filled me up to the brim. I shouldn't delve into his personal life if he's not ready to share.

I just reluctantly nod back, "Whatever you say Josh..."

We sit in silence for a bit, watching the gloomy sky as the wind brushes through our hair. It's much colder today I noticed. I felt a drop of water splash down on my hand. I felt more start to hit and realize a storm must be emerging.

I tug at Josh's sleeve, realizing he fell asleep during that time. "Joshhh, c'mon we have to go! It's gonna rain harder soon."

Josh groaned and scrunched himself more into his spot. "I don't care, I'm too tired to get up."

I sighed, "Josh how much sleep did you get?"

"About 2 hours"

I stand up. "Josh what the hell! We should get you to your room c'mon." I grab him by his chest and wrap his arm around my neck. I begin to drag him as the rain picks up.

"Josh we are gonna be drenched if we don't get to our rooms soon, can you please walk?" I ask assertively. Josh gets up but doesn't move, he just stares at me and smiles.

"Hey, how about we have a bit of fun in the rain?"

I look at him surprised, "Josh what are you, 5?"

He chuckles, "Mentally yes, now come on! Live a little Y/N!"

I just stand there confused, not wanting to get involved in his childhood antics. He hops on different rain puddles that started to form, some beginning to get muddy.

"Josh, look your shoes are going to get dirty playing in this mud, hell maybe all your clothes." I asserted.

He stared up at me and shrugged me off. I would say I was a bit offended. I was about to talk back when he 'accidentally' pushed me into one of the muddy puddles.

I hissed at him, "Josh what the hell?"

He stepped on the same puddle, splashing me a bit more with the mud, "I told you to stop worrying and just have fun. Now get up and try to splash me with some." He cried out.

I was against the whole idea but I guess Josh had a point, I was gonna try to have fun for the first time in a while. I stood up and ran towards him, in response he started running around like a maniac.

"Catch me if you can Y/N!" He mocked.

That just fired me up more. We chased eachother all around the area, not realizing the person silently looking at us have fun. It's only when we stopped to catch our breath that we noticed him.

"Tyler? Omg Tyler you are back! I'm so glad you are okay!" I beamed as I ran up to him and gave him a hug. He had a face of shock for a second but it quickly turned back to the sad face he held when we first noticed him.

"Glad to see you back Ty. Hey wait how long were you standing there?" Josh questioned. I admit I was wondering that too.

"Not that long, don't worry about it." He replied.

In the gloomy sky, I didn't first notice the color of his hands

"Oh Tyler! Your hands and your neck too!" I worried as he brushed his hand over his neck, as if not knowing it was dyed black.

Josh looked up at him with a frown on his face. They knew something I didn't.

Tyler fakes a smile. "I'm fine Y/N don't worry."

I stare back up at him, a frown now forming on my face. "Tyler I know that you aren't, please tell me the truth! I-I don't want to be a useless cunt...I want to help anyone in need, even if it's someone I hate! I can't stand knowing that you are hurting.." I cry.

Tyler held a larger frown, almost looking like he's about to cry?

"I told you Y/N I'm fine!" His voice cracked. His eyes watering.

"Tyler I-" He interrupted before I can finish.

"Please Y/N, don't worry about me. You have your own problems to deal with. I don't want to be another problem in your life.." Tyler sighed. "Josh looks pretty tired, let's get him to his room."

I stared at Tyler remorsefully. I wonder what goes on inside his head

Tyler's POV:

The two of them were playing in the mud. They looked like they were having fun. They really don't need me there huh?

I just wanted to watch for a bit, see how long it takes them to realize they forgot the person that they looked at with worried eyes earlier that day.

I don't want to be selfish but it hurts, knowing that's they get along better together. I probably mean nothing to them. It's why the havent worried so much about me even after I was gone for an hour or so.

Just like everyone I know

They don't care about me

WOOHOO THATS CHAPTER 9! I'm so sorry for not getting it done sooner

I literally wasn't sure what to write after Y/N and Josh had a talk about whether he had demons or not

So I wanted to add a bit of bonding with Y/N and Josh as well as character development for both Josh and Tyler

I hope to post the next chapter really soon! Omg we are right around the corner to 10 chapters! I'm so happy!

Thank you everyone for 650+ reads! More than half way to a thousand! You don't know how happy I am!

I know it might be a boring story but it means a lot to me :)))

Hope you enjoyed this chapter and see you in Chapter 10!

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