•DEMA Dont Control Us•Tyler x Reader•

•Chapter 1: Lecture Studies•

Character Introduction
Y/N: Biological born with Depression and Anxiety, she is looking for an escape to her never ending troubles
Iowa: Your best (and only) friend since Junior year of high school. She cares really deeply about you and always tries to help you in your worst of times
Ambrosia: Your quirky younger sister. Unlike you, she is an energetic soul without a care in the world, living life to its fullest
Tyler Joseph: [ERROR CODE 404]
Josh Dun: [ERROR CODE 404]
Nico/Blurryface: [ERROR CODE 404]
≫ ──── ≪•◦ ❈ ◦•≫ ──── ≪
East Is Up
I'm fearless when I hear this on the low
East Is Up
I'm careless when I wear my rebel clothes
East Is Up
When bishops come together
they will know that
DEMA Don't Control Us
DEMA Don't Control...
*RINGGGGGGGGGGGG*
"Class dismissed" said a voice in the front of the classroom.

I open my eyes to see the long hill of seats. One of the lecture classrooms in this shitty college.

I stand up from my desk and collected the books I layed on whilst learning unimportant facts. Most of the class already left by the time I was ready.

It was the last class of the day, what a relief. It felt almost like the whole day lasted a year.

I make my way to the exit door but before I can turn the knob and be free from classes for 3 days, the Professor calls me up front. "Y/N, do not leave just yet, I need to talk to you." He said in a stern and serious voice.

I wasn't all that concerned but it made me wonder what exactly I did. I walk up to the front and stand in front of him. "As you know, your Calculus final is coming up soon. I can't force you to pay attention but please at least try to." He proclaimed.

I apologized to him. "I'm sorry Professor, just with all the work, I hardly get enough sleep at night and well.." Before I can finish my sentence, he abruptly responds "I understand that but this is not your other classes and I expect you to pay attention when we go over the topics that will be on the exam. Especially integration by substitution since I see you have problems mostly with that topic." That's true but literally who would understand all those complicated formulas!?!

He continues to ramble on about other topics of calculus that I just didn't care about. He doesn't understand that I never took calculus in High School so all of these just looks like a bunch of letters thrown into a math problem with difficult ways of finding the answer.

7 minutes or so later, I finally leave the lecture room and walk out of campus to meet up with my best friend Iowa. Yes it's a pretty odd name but her parents got married in Iowa so what better way to remember that by naming your daughter a state? It's weird.

After walking out of the building, I see Iowa about 24 feet away. I run up to her screaming and shouting her name.

"IOWAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!"

She jumps back in surprise as I back hug her. "Jeez Y/N, why so energetic today?"

"What do you mean? I'm always this energetic!" I yelped back

"Don't lie to me! You seem happier than usual. *gasp* Do you have a secret boyfriend I don't know about?"

"Ew Iowa no. Either way nobody would like someone like me.."

"Don't say such harsh things, you are an amazing person! Don't let such negativity get to you, ok?"

"Ok.."

You don't know anything Iowa

After a brief talk, she asks me if I want to go out and eat somewhere with her. I tell her I'm fine but she is almost forcing me to go. I really don't want too. Not on this day...

"Pretty please? You won't regret it!" Iowa asserted.

"Iowa, I cant, I'm going to be busy with things today.." I sighed

"Ok then, at least come with me tomorrow ok? There is this cool restaurant I want to show you! Though I want to keep it a secret till we go there so please promise me tomorrow?" She begged.

I didnt want her to feel sad if I didnt say yes so I obliged to go, "Fine Iowa, I'll go with you. Just don't wake me up early."

She chuckled, "Don't worry! I know how much of a night owl you are! I'll be sure to wake you at like 11 am."

I smiled and nodded at her. "Well I must be off. There is some important business I have to attend to at home. See you tomorrow then?"

"Of course! I can't wait!! See you then!" She cheered as she sped away into the distance.

I took one last glance at her before turning the way to the train station. Such an energetic soul

I hope she isn't going to be burdened too much by this disappearance.

I hope she can still live

After my death

Heyyo! How did you like the first chapter? I'm sorry if it's really bad >_>!

I'm not the best author and I mean I'm only 13 so lmao. I'm trying to put some relatable stuff in this book so then you feel more connected to the Y/N in this story :)

I will take suggestions in what you want to see or what I should improve on but please no hate. I'm a really sensitive person going through her own Anxiety and Depression

I understand you all and if any are going through this then I hope you feel much better later on! Just know that I'm always here if you need to talk~!

Anyway that's all for chapter 1. Things are just getting crazier from here ;3

See ya in the next chapter 👀👋🏻