•DEMA Dont Control Us•Tyler x Reader•

•Chapter 12: Stressed Out•

I hesitate to say anything but I speak up, "Yeah I'm doing fine Bishop Nico, hope things go well with you. I gotta go now see ya."

"Wait a minute Number 1021, I actually needed to talk to you."

Shit I thought I was home free with that one

I slowly turn around and walk back, regretting ever even walking into the infirmary in the first place. "Yes, what is it Bishop Nico?"

"I noticed that you didn't come to the meeting with me the other day, how come?"

Well fuck I forgot I had that this week

I gulp, trying to come up with a reasonable excuse. "W-Well I was b-busy yeah and I couldn't go then."

Nico looked and me with a questionable face, "Number 1021 you do know I'm the one who organizes anything that you need to do. I would make time off your schedule."

Damn it, what do I say now?

"I think I understand what was going on. You were depressed, weren't you?"

"I-I have no idea what you are talking about Bishop Nico.."

Don't lie to him idiot

There he was again, Blurryface was back making me feel at my worse at the worst times. No matter what, he always comes out when I'm around Nico, why?

"Are you sure you're telling the truth?"

"Yeah I'm s-"

You obviously aren't

A pain started to form in my head. I would guess it's a headache. It only increased the more the voices continued.

You really want to lie to Nico?

It's just more lies for you to hold the burden for

You even hold lies you probably aren't even aware of

And you'll break promises

I can already see your breaking some

"Stop!" I yelled

How pathetic, no wonder you can't hold relationships that well

It's why you cant talk to Josh or Y/N

"Please..." I begged

You feel guilty don't you? Giving them the burden of  your own problems

They are struggling all because of you

It's your fault

Your even breaking one of the things you held so close

You told me to destroy it I replied back

You didn't have to listen but now your heart it hurt and you may seek comfort in someone you might grow to love, Y/N

I don't plan on it, I already understand the consequences of that based on my previous love held for someone

You can say that all you want but it won't hide you from the truth

That you're falling for Y/N

And the love you held for Josh is disappearing

CHAPTER 12 IS FINALLY OUT REEEEEEEEE!

I'm sooooo happy that I finally was able to finish this chapter!

Around 1700 words of chapter content! I'm so proud of myself 😭😭

Okay THE TØP CONCERT WAS AMAZING AND I CRIED DURING LEGEND, NEON GRAVESTONES AND TREES

It was sooooo worth the wait 😭😭

Besides the concert and all, I am officially on summer vacation yayay!

I hope I can update more frequently now! The Regents went smoothly as well.

Anyway, regarding the chapter, the relationship between Tyler and Y/N is steadily growing

And was Joshler revealed :O? I wanted to add a bit of drama with Joshler cause yes

Can't wait to post next chapter! With that being said I hope you enjoyed and see you in chapter 13

Buh baiiii 👀👋🏻💕