Don't give up no matter how you feel

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Feeling so lost and afriad
I feel I have no where to go
No one to turn to
This new school seems like a blessing and a curse
My friends have seem to leave me for the new ones they have found and I feel all alone  They act like I'm not even around
except for when they need help or feel down
but never bother to ask me how I feel
I've been hideing these feelings for so long and put a smile on my face everyday and no one seems to notice I am sad
they think oh she must be happy she is smileing when in reality all I want is someone to be there for me like I'm there for them I want someone to hug me and tell me it'll all be ok
this sadness I have been keeping within me is tearing me apart
and everyday it brings me down even more than the previous days before
I feel so lost and afried don't know where to go afried if I tell the few friends I have left they will fear me and think I'm weird and annoying
I don't know what is left for me here but each day I will keep fighting this thing called life because life isn't worth giving up
there are so many things left here
I just haven't found them yet but that's ok because there will be a day when the wait was worth it
when I find where I truley belong and who my true friends are.

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