Conflicted Emotions

Chapter 15: revelations

{~Michelle POV~}

(Flashback)

I accidentally hit JJ with the snowball as she returned, glaring playfully at Chris who was trying and failing to look innocent.

"Oops, sorry, JJ," I giggled as she pouted.

"You will be in a minute!" she shouted and ran towards me and tackled me to the ground. We rolled around a bit, messing around and getting covered in snow before someone shouted, "DOGGYPILE!!" and the next minute we were being crushed by seven other people. The rest of our friends. They were totally amazing.

We laughed as we got to our feet, exhilarated, with bright pink faces from the cold. I spotted Shannon, a friend from my old school, having a snowball fight with some of her friends and went to go and talk to her.

"Hey! Shannon!" I said.

"Michelle!" she replied, and we high-fived. "Haven't seen you in a while,"

"Yeah, I've been busy with my other friends," I said, gesturing over my shoulder to where they were. She waggled her eyebrows.

"Ooh, busy, eh?" she said, suggesting something dirty. I playfully slapped her.

"Not like that!" I exclaimed. She laughed.

"Yeah, yeah. That's what they all say. Well, I gotta go. See you later, and have fun with your friends!" she said and waved as she walked off. I was about to go and join Lucy and the others when I felt two hand on my waist. I squealed, knowing it was a guy, and tried to turn around to push him away, but he was too strong. He whispered in my ear, in a very, very charming and sexy voice, "You know you want me,"

I went limp and paused slightly. I liked the sound of his voice. I liked the way his hands felt on my waist. He spun me round and I got a quick glance of him before he pulled me into his chest. It was Spencer.

My friends would never forgive me if I slept with him, but as I inhaled, he smelled so nice...and his next words made me think...

"Do you like being this close? Do you like this?" I couldn't help but nod and wrap my arms around him. "Come with me, I can give you a better time than this freezing old hell hole," he said, gesturing at the slushy snow around us. I looked up and nodded again, and we walked back in together. I smiled giddily, he was so gorgeous and handsome and sexy and...the list drags on...

We arrived at his bedroom. His arm round my waist, he slotted the key card and entered the room. I breathed deeply and slowly unbuttoned my coat as he did the same. We took off the warm outside stuff, and the moment he took off his shirt I was drooling. He pulled me to him when I was standing in my underwear and jeans and, while he held me in a hug from behind, he unbuttoned my jeans and slid them down my legs.

Needless to say, soon enough, we were both undressed totally, and I was lying on my back with him on top of me. We were enjoying a nice make out session when the door opened.

I was shocked out of my life and more than slightly awkward...what if it was Jared or something...but what I saw was worse. Much worse. It was Jamie. Me and Spencer both stared at her. I noticed she looked incredibly calm, but then I saw the tear run down her face.

"Spencer?" she said weakly. "...why??!!" she moaned, dropping onto the floor. He smirked, sitting up and throwing the duvet over us for which I was grateful.

"Not nice, is it?" he said, clenching his fists. Jamie stared at him, and I couldn't help but wonder where I'd seen her before school. You know when you hear a tune that you recognize but can't put a name to? It's like that. Then, the moment she looked at me, it hit me like a rock. A tear slid down my face as I recognized my ex-best friend.