Iced lips(Jack Frost x bunnymud )

Too much cold

Jack's POV

YOU DIED AND NOBODY WILL REMEMBER YOU.

THEY DONT NEED TO REMEMBER YOU.

I can't breathe!I can't-,I-

"NO!-"
With a gasp I jolt .
I look around not recognizing where the fuck I am .
Everything a is blur.
I touch my cheeks feeling hot liquid on them.
Shit,I'm crying.

Where?where am I-?
I can't breathe.i can feel my neck closing in.
My breaths becoming faster and short.

Everything is too much.

I haven't realized that I had brought my face in my knees ,curling into a ball.
I start gripping my arms so tight that my nails draw blood,falling like tears down to the covers.

"Jack?.."
I jump outta my skin obviously alarmed from the voice,crawling on the edge of the bed,further away from the voice.i can't see anything.
I close my eyes letting the tears roll down my cheeks faster.

Unable to breathe

"..p-pleas-se ..."
"Jack it's me Aster.The kangaroo?"
I open my eyes only to see Aster looking at me with concerned eyes .

Ok ,ok you are safe

I slightly relax and try to draw in a breath .I fail.
I close my eyes, my sobs worsening ,unable to control them anymore making my tremors even worse.
"Jackie,hey kiddo,please focus on me"
I open my eyes again only to find that Aster is in front of me now .
"C-can I touch you?"
I weakly nod trying to stay calm.
He leans forward and hugs me.with one arm massaging my back and the other one holding petting my head .
At first I feel my body stiff like a rock.
My breaths become uneven and I can hear my heart thumping in my ears .
"Jack please .Focus on me now .in and out,in and out"
I try to copy his example.

After a while I have finally am calm.
Well you could say .
I am leaning against his chest listening to his heartbeat and hugging his waist as he hugs me.
It's nice.

Mine.

3's POV
The pair stays like that for awhile.
Listening to the rain outside.
Until BunnyMud breaks the silence.
"So.Um ..I know I'm not your closest friend frostbite but..Do you wanna talk about it?"
Jack presses himself even further.drawing in a breath.
"I dunno, maybe"
He says ,face cold lacking of any emotion before continuing .
"I..I had a flashback of me drowning...I guess..I panicked ?..and I also have hydrophobia...so yeah,I'm sorry you had to see me like that."he says frowning ignoring the stinging of his eyes.
His breath shuddering and his shaking starting up again.
"Snowflake .."
BunnyMud lifts Jacks chin up looking at those magnificent baby blue eyes ,full of pain,tears and cold.

Full of terror and sadness and embarrassment and so much more tragedy than he lets others know.

That kind of cold that nobody should feel

"You have nothing to be embarrassed about..You are safe now ok?Thank you for telling me Snowflake.its gonna be ok"
Says Aster before kissing his forehead.
Then wiping Jack's tears that are staining his cheeks.
Jack smiles reaching out to hold Aster's hands and smiles
"Thank you"
Only to fall back into his chest .Sobs and tremors are shaking his body.
Aster is with him.Holding him tight.Whispering comforting words to calm him down.
He is with him.
That's all that matters to Jack ,he didn't leave him.
And that's what drought more tears .

Eventually they both laid down exhausted.Jack cuddling Aster like dear life.BunnyMud kept massaging his back even tho jack was sleeping,just to make sure that he won't have a nightmare again.

Aster totally forgot that tomorrow everyone is gonna ask if they fucked because he didn't come back right after.
North is gonna be irritated af because they didn't get to celebrate.

Tho Aster doesn't give a fuck.

Today he learned that Jack is not who he thought he was.And he was with his through all of this.
He just hopes that his Snowflake doesn't have anymore secrets.

Oh how wrong he's.

After a while he also falls into a dreamless sleep.