My Cinnamon Bun~ (Sayori × Male Reader) English ver.

Chapter 4. Rainy Day

We're inside Sayori's house, Sayori goes to her room as i wait her, i go to the nearest window around me, it's getting cloudy, i go to the living room sitting on the couch, Sayori comes back with some ribbons, sparkle glue, crayons, some clothes and personal cleaning stuff, and some piles of paper, then i go in front of her

(Y/N): "emm... Sayori?"

(Sayori): "y-yeah?" She says trembling

(Y/N): "can i help you with that stuff?, i see that you need some"

(Sayori): "oh, don't worry, i can do this by myself"

(Y/N): are you sure?"

(Sayori): " yep, and you'll see th-" Sayori slips, almost to the point falling
"Ok, can you help me here, please hehe?" I grin

I help Sayori carrying her stuff to my house, Sayori helps me open the door as i walked in to put all the stuff in the kitchen, it's lucky that we got up in my house just in time, i see from the kitchen's window, it's raining, suddendly Sayori puts me into a embrace, snapping me out of my thoughts

(Sayori): "thank you!, how can i pay you back all the stuff that you did for me?"

(Y/N): "being yourself it's enough to me"

Sayori blushes, and me too... i know her since we were like 4, she seems to be a little quiet than before and it's weird to see her like this, i need to talk about that with her, i really hope that she's ok, maybe she's down for the problem of this morning, Sayori and i head up upstairs to my room, to start making the decoration...

(Y/N): "Sayori, can i ask you something?"

(Sayori): "y-yeah" she says nervously

(Y/N): "are you felling alright?, i've seen you a little down today

(Sayori): "oh, it's nothing to worry at, it just... nothing"

(Y/N): "Sayori, i know you for years, you can't lie to me, that asshole of Ikari did something to you?, cause im going to make sure he won't hurt you after that"

(Sayori): "n-no..."

(Y/N): "Sayori, you know that i'll do anything to protect you, why you are hiding this from me?"

(Sayori): "he just... it's nothing Y/N, you don't have to worry about that"

(Y/N): "Sayori..."

(Sayori): "is all a punishment for what i've done, isn't it, i tried to send my best friend with my other friend and looks like isn't working, you haven't talked to the other girls but me, am i stopping you from have new friends?, i'm just a burden for you?, if i wouldn't done that stupid mistake...
Ikari had a crush on me, and i rejected his confession, and then he started to make my life impossible, since years ago, and now it's going to get worse, i didn't tell you because i don't wanted you to worry about me, but it didn't seem to work, it's bittersweet when somebody worries about me, it feels nice, but also it feels like a bat swung against my head...
I only wanted you to make more friends, to make you happy, i'm not staying her forever, but i was selfish, all because i only wanted you to make you happy, and this world is punishing me this way, if i wasn't so selfish, i wouldn't be here with you, you wouldn't worried about me, even you wouldn't be thinking about me right now, but i deserve this punishment, the rain clouds won't disappear, hehe " she giggles

What?

(Y/N): "punishment?... Sayori" i put my hands on Sayori's shoulders
"What on earth are you saying!?...
you'd been getting over all of that and you didn't tell me anything, i feel like i was betrayed being your best friend, why you are like this, this isn't you, if you don't tell me what it is, i wouldn't stop to think about it"