desire ~ lrh

2

the next morning, i woke up in an unfamiliar room. the sunlight shone through the windows, making me squint in pain. i moved my hair out of my face and rolled over to see luke hemmings sleeping soundlessly next to me. his breaths were light and offbeat. i stared at him in shock as the memories from last night flashed before my eyes.

carefully, i lifted the duvet and felt my heart pound as i came into view with my naked body, which was covered in small bruises. i found my clothes discarded carelessly on the floor which i scooped up and hurried to put on. i winced as i moved around the floor, my legs were so, so sore.

i didn't know what i was planning on doing but i did know that i didn't want luke to wake up to me naked, even if he saw it all last night. i didn't know what to do. was i supposed to leave before he woke up or wait for him to say something?

before i could decide, luke stirred awake, sitting up in the bed with a sheet covering his lower half and nothing else. i froze and stared at him, scared of what was going to happen. there was still no way this all actually happened.

"surprised you're still here." he murmured. his voice was a low rasp, become even heavier with his accent. if it were any other time, i would have freaked out over how hot it sounded but right now, i was just anxious.

"i-i didn't know if i should go." i responded.

luke stretched and stood up, not caring about the fact that he was nude, so i instinctively averted my eyes to the ground so i didn't see his manhood. a minute or so later, luke grumbled out, "you can look."

he was now dressed in boxers and cotton pajama pants but he was still shirtless, not that i was complaining. i still stood there awkwardly, watching as he moved around the room nonchalantly. he went into the bathroom and i heard the water run and him gargle. he came out and tossed something at me, which i realized was a toothbrush.

what the hell was going on? i still had not one clue what to do but i decided to just go with the flow and brush my teeth in the bathroom where i also checked my phone and saw many missed messages.

allison

where did u go?!
what did luke want?
plssss let me come up too!!
ok it's been really long are u coming back down?
dude all the fans have already left idk if u want me to just go or not can u just answer?
what the fuck is happening up there?!?!?!?!
i have to go pls call me when ur back
i told ur mom ur with me fyi
im gonna kill u when u get back

i groaned and rubbed my temples. i clicked on the conversation with my mom where there more texts.

mom

i'm disappointed in you. i told you that you were allowed to go to see these boys but you should have called me if you were going to stay the night with allison. we will have a discussion about this when you get home. let me know you got this message.

i sent back a text that told her i was sorry and didn't feel good last night and just fell asleep in the car. i didn't wait for a reply before i shoved my phone in my back pocket and exited the bathroom. luke was laying against the headboard and watching the television. his eyes flickered over to me as i emerged and a smirk appeared on his face.

"c'mere." he instructed. i knew my mom and dad would kill me if they found out what i did last night and over the fact that i still haven't left yet, but it was luke hemmings we're talking about. i wasn't about to just leave.

i walked over to him slowly and climbed onto the bed. he grasped my hips and placed me on top of his lap so i straddled his waist. i winced again with the pain my core was feeling.

"does it hurt down there?" luke chuckled. wordlessly, i nodded and licked my lips. luke leaned forward and placed a kiss on my neck and whispered, "good."

suddenly, arzaylea's face popped into my head. even though i didn't like her, i wasn't about to be a side chick.

"d-don't you have a girlfriend?" i pulled back. luke rolled his eyes and shook his head.

"we broke up again." he answered me. his thumb traced my bottom lip as he said, "i'm single and i intend to behave as such."

something about the way he said that ignited a flame in my stomach. i felt myself getting aroused by him again. i stared at his lips as the corners quirked upwards and until they were placed upon mine. luke did nothing slowly or delicately. he forced his tongue into my mouth and gripped my waist tightly. i kept my arms locked around his neck while one of his hands weaved itself into my hair and pulled on it a little bit. i was surprised by how much i liked his roughness.

a knock on the door interrupted the two of us. luke pulled back and sighed. however, he didn't get up. all he did was reconnect our lips one more time before whoever it was knocked again.

"i'm coming!" luke snapped. i got off him and remained sitting cross legged on the bed as he ventured to the door. he opened the door and asked a blank, "what?"

"i was just making sure you were up." a voice that sounded an awful amount like ashton irwin's said. the inner fan in me that resurfaced after getting a bit lost felt her stomach flip with excitement.

"well i am." luke said bluntly.

ashton sighed and quipped, "none of us are in the mood for your attitude today, luke. we have to get down to the studio on an hour so get ready because we'll leave without you."

luke didn't say anything back. he just shut the door in ashton's face. i was astounded to hear the conversation between the two boys. it didn't seem at all like the best friends i had spent the last two years adoring.

"i have to go." he told me, running a hand through his messy and flat bed hair. i nodded and moved to get off the bed before he stopped me with his hand.

"do you want to just stay?" he proposed.

my mouth fell open a little bit before i stammered, "i would, but my mom will kill me if i don't get home."

luke scowled and snaked his around my waist. he kissed my lips again, making my eyes flutter shut in bliss. his lips felt like heaven against my own. they then pulled away abruptly when luke grabbed my phone from my pocket.

i didn't even object. i just watched lamely as he furrowed his eyebrows and typed away on my phone. his own phone then vibrated on the night table before he handed mine back to me. i took it and saw that he texted himself from my phone and saved himself as a contact under his first name only.

"don't show anyone that, okay? i know you came to see us, but i really don't need management giving me shit for someone leaking my number." he said to me forcefully.

"okay." i obeyed.

"we'll be in the city for a while to work on the new album. i'll text you sometime tonight. but for now, i'll get you car service to get home." he said with zero emotion.

i nodded for the millionth time since i've met him and said nothing. i waited as he slipped on jeans and a shirt while speaking on the phone to get me a private car, rather than a taxi.

"the car is gonna be downstairs in a few minutes. you should go down to meet it." he told me. i felt a little hurt by the cold tone he's been using. he wasn't the luke hemmings i thought he was but what could i even do?

"thank you." i mumbled. as i turned to leave, he pulled me back to him and kissed me one last time.

"i'll talk to you later."