Underneath (An Adam Lambert Fan-Fiction)

Chapter 14: I'll Be Home For Christmas

*Almost 2 months* December 18th.

     It has been practically two months of tour life. It has been great. I mean, I got over my fear of talking to people, I went to parties, I watched Adam perform, and sang on stage a little. The only down side is me and Adam didn't do anything. He said that he doesn't want me to get hurt again and he won't even make out with me that much because he says "It will lead to something sex and then I won't be able to tell you no."

     I really don't underdtand that boy some times. I still loved him though. I really do miss those nights though. Me and Adam haven't had sex sence my birthday, we haven't made out either in a week. I've tried and there have been close calls, but nothing.

     "Adam?" I asked as I stepped out of our room to see him standing in our 'Kitchen' place making dinner.

     "Yes'm?" He asked looking at me but still stirring.

     "I miss my friends." I sighed and sat down.

     "So do I." He said.

     "Your life is right on this bus."

     "I mean your friends."

     "Oh. Well, it's almost Christmas, and I haven't seen them in forever."

     "I wish we could." He sighed.

     I looked to the ground and sighed.

     "Here." He said handing me a plate with stir fry on it.

     "Thanks." I fake smiled.

     I walked over to the fridge and got out Tequila, Adam's favorite, and poured two glasses.

     "Here." I said handing him a glass.

      "Maddi..." He said shamefully.

     "Come on! It's your favorite." I said.

     "Yeah, but if I start I won't stop, and you know how I am when I get drun-" He cut off and gave me a look like he was extremely disappointed in me.

     By that he meant when he gets drunk, things get a bit overly sexual.

     "Whaaaaaat??" I said acting Innocent.

     "Maddi. No." He said standing up and pouring it out.

     I felt horrible when ever he told me no.

     "What?" He said with worry.

     "Huh? Oh, nothing." I lied.

     "Maddi, you look like you're about to cry."

     "It's just.....stupid."

     "No it's not"

     "Okay......It just seems like you say no you don't want to. Like it was bad last time or something."

    "What?! Trust me, I want to. I'm just thinking about you. I would love to Maddi, it's just from what happened last time I can't see you like that again."

     "So when??" I grabbed him close sounding too needy.

     "Maybe soon, maybe later." He said smiling.

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*The next morning*

      "Wake up!" I felt Adam shaking me awake.

     God, why did he have to be such an early riser?