my alarm goes off i completely forgot i had school today. i dont wanna go back people are definitely gonna stare and i dont think im ready for that.
*knock knock*
"come in"
shawn walks in with a hoodie and black jeans on
"hello"
"hi shawn"
i walk over to him and hug him
"im scared"
"why?"
"people are gonna stare and say things and i dont think im ready for that"
"well just remember deep breath in through your nose and out through your mouth"
"okay"
once we get to school no one is really paying attention to m-
"awe! EVRYONE LOOK ITS MISS I WANNA DIE"
why me?
"so suicide didn't work huh?"
"hey back off"
i heard a voice from the side
DAMN WHOS THAT SHES MIGHTY FINE
"and who are you"
"violet maria vault"
"hmm i assume you're new, cause everyone knows nicole is worthle-"
"listen here i don't know you but i know damn well that no one on this planet is worthless other than you so go piss off somewhere else bitch"
and like that the most popular girl in school, hannah is gone
"thank you, i'm nicole. i think we can be good friends"
"Nicole are you okay? i just heard what happened i'm so sorry i wasn't right next to you"
"shawn i'm fine. violet here saved the day"
"thank you for protecting her."
"it was nothing that hoe deserved it"
*ring*
"bye shawn"
"so violet what grade are you in?"
"11"
"same here sis, i can show you around"
"what about class?"
"i'll email my teacher"
"alright"
"follow me to my locker"
once i was done showing violet around it was time for second period so i showed her to class and went to class
"NICOLE! where were you?"
"i was showing a new girl to class she was lost"
"hmm, okay have a seat"
i look over at shawn and he hadn't saved my seat so i sigh and sit next to zion
"heyyy i missed you"
"hey z i missed you more"
"you have my number right"
"i think so" (i don't remember if they exchanged numbers sry lol)
"well here it is text me so we can hang"
text messages
to zion: hey it's nicole 😛
from zion👀💖: it's zion
"wanna hang after school?"
"of course z!! wanna come to my place?"
"sure"
*ding*
text messages
from shawn: making plans huh? 🧐
to shawn: yea..?
from shawn: mmh okay.
to shawn: okay?
i look back at shawn and there is some girl sitting on him she turned her head and it's
HANNAH
wtf shawn knows she hurts me whatever
text messages
to shawn: hey, please block my contact and don't message me anymore 😘 fuck you
shawn's pov
text messages
from wifey😇❤️👀: hey, please block my contact and don't message me anymore 😘 fuck you
wtf??
to wifey😇❤️👀: why are you being like this?
message not delivered this contacts has blocked you
FUCK
nicole's pov
"hey zion"
i whispered
"hey nicole"
he whispered back
"wanna leave?"
"duh"
"mr.p i have to go since you know what and Zion has to come"
"okay bye have a great day"
"DAMN THAT WORKED"
"hahahaha whats "you know what""
"um.. did you not hear?"
"obviously not if i'm asking you"
"you don't know why i was gone"
"no"
"i tried to commit suicide"
i looked down
i see his large hands come up to my face
"don't be ashamed i have too"
he pulls back his sleeves and there where scars all over them. my eyes began watering
"z-zion holy shit. you are one of the most perfect people why?"
"pffft me? perfect? NEVER"
we laugh
"don't be ashamed for anything you are a beautiful person nicole"
i blush and look away
"zion stoppp"
i giggle
"i'm serious"
he grabbed my face and made me look at him
our faces are inches apart and the space starts to become smaller THEN BOOM we kissed
"nic-"
i pull away and meet eyes with shawn
"nevermind"
"shawn wait! i'm so sorry zion i have to follow him i don't want what happened to me or you to happen to him. i'll text you"
"bye nicole"
then i ran off
a/n thank you so much for 1k 💕❤️💜💜💘❤️💙 i love y'all sm
