A/N: i will dedicate this chapter to whoever finds out who im writing about
p.s. it's short
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Gloominess.
In a world full of desolation, what would I be doing here? There were no joys in this world...only grief and sadness.
Despair.
It was all I could feel. It was all that I could witness. The pain of the melancholy torturing me...how much longer do I have to bare this?
What was my essential purpose in this life?
Nothing. Because I...had no purpose.
No matter how many times I try, I can never get anything right. No matter how many times I go back, I always fail...I could never save you from the same fate that always found you. I could never save you from the threads of destiny that clung onto you.
Day after day, I find myself wondering, 'When can I finally get the ending I want?'
But fate isn't based off of hoping for anything. It's based off of hard work, decisions, plottings.
Life is like a game of chess.
Every decision counts. One wrong move, and you're at fate's will.
My only hope...the only thing that I live for. The only reason why I'm alive is because of you. What would I do without you? Nothing. Because you're...my everything. I wouldn't live without you.
But in the end, no one knows how much I've been suffering. How long I've been suffering. For their cause. Sure, I seem standoffish, and I seem like a mystery. But no one truly knows how I feel. No one knows that I've been doing it all...for them.
I don't care how many times I have to restart. I don't care if I have to die in order to protect you. If it's for you, I'd do anything...even if I'd have to go through hell in order to do it.
But please...
Even if we're not the closest of friends in this timeline...
Promise me that you'll always stick by my side.
Before the strings of fate cling onto you tighter than ever before.
