Then...
Where does my heart belong? If I were fighting for my siblings, then I'd go with my heart.
But in the end, where does my heart truly belong? Tied by blood, but the ones who raised me- it all seems...surreal. But I have to chose, because if not, then I...
I'll betray both sides.
I can't do that, I just...I can't! Hoshido- I'm tied with blood to them...I feel some strange connection, and I feel so welcomed there, except for Takumi of course, but then, Nohr...
What about Nohr?
I feel most comfortable with them, and I felt like I've been with them the most, because...I have. All of my memories, all of my time spent, when I got lectures, and smiled, and laughed, when I'd cry in their arms- it was all natural, like they were my real family.
But they weren't.
I can't just give up on Hoshido, after all they've done to do for me, all that time they wanted to find me- why are they fighting for...me, importantly? I always thought that, I'd kinda blow through life, not making a big deal out of anything, but now...I'm the most important now.
Hoshido, Nohr; Hoshido, Nohr; Hoshido...Nohr.
My true self- Hoshidan...yet, raised to go by the Nohrian traditions. I could sense all the trouble Hoshido went through, just to retrieve me back, but then, Nohr...I could practically just sense their loss, and disappointment from here. But then, in the end, I...I can't chose.
Why? Why am I like this? I don't even know the Hoshidans well enough to call them 'family'! Yet, their...their kind acts, and all they've done to find me, risking the lives of millions of their soldiers, Queen Mikoto-...mother's death...all to protect me. Me!
But then, there's Nohr, which I have known ALL throughout my life. But I'd always wanted to leave Nohr, and explore the world! To leave what I had called home for so long, and to finally grow up, and just, live who I want to be, and live freely, not under another's will! But I never wanted to leave them forever, of course not, because then, I'd...miss them. Truly.
Am I just falling for Hoshido out of...pity? Or am I keeping my Nohrian kin because I don't want to let them down?
But in the end, I...
I can't choose both sides.
Is this what fate has led me to?
Just a dead end in the road?
