Rants

oof

So apparently I was the one who left her. Apparently I was the one completely in the wrong. I am toxic after all. I'm unstable, toxic, manipulative, and a bad person. They say these things and they leave me when they know I need help and that I'm in a bad place. They know why I'm in a bad place. They know exactly the reason why I said the thing I did, but yet they twisted the story and I'm the villain. Alright, let's play that way. If you want villan- you get villain. I hope they don't utter a word to me because I'm pissed. I'm pissed, upset, and alone. I still have Beth and her boyfriend, but my fear is they'll be gone too. After all, the people who left me did tell me the reason why everyone left me.

If they mention anything to me as I'm feeling this way there is going to be a flurry of words spat that I may or may not regret.