Made It (Jackson Imagine) (GOT7)

Chapter XXI

"Then what's wrong?.. what did I do?"

"You did nothing wrong babe.." he chuckled looking down at the two plates he just took out of the shelf

"Then look at me and hug me and kiss me and tell me everything is fine like that" I asked seeing no action that was going to indicate he had an intention of doing so "see? You can't"

He sighed and turned his head finally meeting my eyes. He bit his lip for a second and then looked back down towards his food "Let's eat"

I looked away feeling the tears threatening to come to my eyes.. this is it I fucked it up for good.

"I don't want to fucking eat"

"Haeju.."

A silence installed in between us before he sighed and walked towards me, probably seeing that I was about to cry

"Babe.."

"I'm sorry Jackson, I didn't want to upset you I didn-"

"I know babe, calm down" was all he said while hugging me "I told you I am not mad"

"But you are.. I can see it in your face.. you-"

"I'm not babe, I just.." he sighed tucking a strand of hair behind my ear "I'm sorry" he mumbled looking down at my neck. He softly caressed my skin "I didn't want to hurt you and.. I guess I feel like I did.." he explained but my brain wasn't quite understanding what he was talking about. My brain only processed it all when he said "They look so ugly.. I'm sorry"

I looked down finally understanding what he was on about and then looked back up "Jackson a-are you serious?" I asked making sure he wasn't just making fun of my face

He looked up and I could see the guilt on his face and how scared he also was "I thought you were gonna scold me fo-"

"I liked it Jackson" I confessed in a breath. His eyes widened at my confession

He opened his mouth but obviously got stuck "I.. I.. You we-.."

I shook my head and surely blushed while chuckling since his face truly was funny..

"I wasn't expecting you to answer that" he replied back while I hugged him as he stood there frozen

"Your face is so precious right now" I chuckled again against his shirt

Something clicked in my brain when he hugged me back. I started sobbing against his chest "I'm sorry, I want us to be happy Jackson, I did it for us to be together, not to break us apart" I mumbled between sobs

He hugged me tighter and kissed the side of my neck "Baby, we're together, calm down"

"I just... I love you so much and I really don't want to lose you for good.. th-"

"Babe, calm down.. please" he calmly asked firmly holding my cheeks and looking in between our eyes, a small smile on his lips "We're in this together okay?" He smiled kissing my lips quickly

"I am so scared Jackson" I cried

"Babe, calm down" he simply replied sitting down on the stool without letting my hands go "We're not breaking up over this babe.. you and I are not breaking up for a thing we both wanted" he chuckled pulling my hands together "Sure I didn't like you going on my Instagram and posting things without my permission.. and really, never do that again" he warned me as I shook my head "But I see that you talked with Jinyoung-nim, I saw the statement that they let out.. that was the thing I was scared the most"

"I would never do anything to jeopardize your career, you know that Jackson.. I just.. I needed to do it alone"

"Why without me? Explain to me"

"I just felt like.. if it was you you'd make a big deal out of it or do it in a way that I didn't like.. I felt like I'd chicken out, I don't know.. I'm so scared Jackson, I didn't even pick up my phone, I don't want to be scared, this wasn't-.. we were supposed to be happy about showing eachother off.. not.."

I started to sob uncontrollably again so he pulled me back into his arms "Calm down baby.. I know.. It breaks my heart to see you cry, you know that" he mumbled kissing my shoulder "I'm not leaving you Haeju, but you have to promise to not do that again.." he mumbled softly caressing my back

"I'm sorry.. It was wrong and I know it.. I'm sorry, I'll never do it again" I replied back hugging him tighter

"Come on babe, we gotta eat, the food is getting cold" he spoke lowly, pulling away to wipe my tears

"Are you sure you're not mad?.. are we okay?"

He smiled softly "I was mad for a while, but I know you didn't do it carelessly like I thought you did.. I know it was just you not thinking straight" he explained pecking my lips

"I'm sorry" I whispered making him peck my lips again

He pouted at me before leaning again while pulling my hair back "I love you princess" he adorably told me leaning again go peck my lips

"I love you too.. too much" I mumbled making him smile adorable and pulling me back to another kiss