{Sequel to "Just Right"}
{Your name is Kim Haeju}
After a rocky relationship, Jackson and Haeju finally seem to be on the same page until she gets offered to work at JYP, but for the wrong reasons. They have different opinions about the matter and t...
For the next days Jackson insisted I went to see a psychologist about what happened and so I eventually caved in. He was so damn annoying and persistent, literally reminding me off it every second
I asked him to keep it all between us which was hard considering he had a huge cut on his lip but eventually he went with the excuse that he had fallen at the apartment, thus damaging his million dollar face
Fan theories started spreading about him being involved in a fight, but the most disgusting part was logging on Twitter and seeing that people made a conspiracy theory about him being in a abusive relationship with his so called girl. Obviously, Haeju became a name thrown around a lot and people started speculating and getting even more interested in me
But in reality, to them, any girl that hung out with him was Haeju now.
Jackson and JYP still didn't spoke about the issue making fans mad and suddenly, what I feared the most became a reality.. Jackson's image started to get ugly
The worst part of it all was seeing him prettend everything was fine. Him coming home exhausted and discouraged but hiding it all from me. It only made me feel worse.
It didn't affect GOT7's japanese comeback as much but it did affect the release of his new solo single which completely shattered my heart.
One night, I decided to call Director Park Jinyoung personally. I explained to him about my concerns and my ideas and he seemed suportive. We came to an agreement and so it was a matter of waiting
Next day, I was afraid Jackson could feel the nerves through me so I tried to avoid being around him too much. He had practice all day which made it easier for me, but at night was the worst part since he was really whiny and needy, calling me all the time to leave my computer, which I was using to simply gain time, and give him cuddles
And that's when it happened, my phone rang signaling a text had just been received and I gulped reading the green light in Park Jinyoung's words
I grabbed my phone with both my hands and took in a deep breath before coming inside the bedroom where Jackson was spread across the bed watching TV. He lift up his head and smiled
"You're done? Finally! I was at the point of standing up" he chuckled making me smile and sit on the bed. I looked at the bed side table and picked up his phone quickly before laying next to him. He kept eating his dehydrated apple and so, I put my plan in practice
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"Kim Haeju 💕"
I put another photo showing us both smiling utilizing the instagram swipe feature and looked one last time before pressing post
I put down the phone in my chest and took a deep breath closing my eyes
"Haeju?.. what's wrong?" He asked
I immediately started crying so he must've entered in panic mode, instantly sitting up, even letting his snack fall from the bed
"Baby, what's wrong? Wha-"
"Just hug me and tell me you'll love me no matter what" I sobbed making him instantly cover my small frame with his bulky arms
"What's wrong? What did you do? Come on babe, everything will be fine"
"I'm so scared Jackson.. I'm so scared I'm not godd enough.. I don't even wanna see it.. I'm scared"
"Hey.. shh calm down baby.. what are you scared of?" He mumbled kissing the side of my head
His phone started vibrating between us and so did mine. We both pulled away but instead of picking up his phone he insisted in looking at me and wiping away my tears. I moved my face away still sobbing
I picked up my phone and saw that it was Yoona calling me. I turned it off along with the entire devince and put it back on the table before scooting towards the headboard of the bed hugging my legs, trying to calm myself down from the anxiety I felt in my system
Jackson tugged my ankle and pulled me towards him forcefully making me look at him. He was looking at his phone. It was vibrating non stop so he probably turned it off not letting go of my ankle
He looked up after throwing his phone on the mattress and my heart stopped afraid of what he was going to say.. he obviously already saw what I did. I could tell
"Please don't be too mad.. I had to do it alone.. I had to be the one doing it.. I'm sorry.. please don't leave me" I blurt out in one giant cry
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Sorry for taking so long but I had a huge dance show to attend and I was super busy with rehearsals and injuries and just life in general 😂😂😂 thank you for your patience and I hope you enjoyed this chapter! 💕💕
