"I am pregnant, " I say looking into his eyes intensely but his face is emotionless.
"what? " he asks stunned, he paces around for a few minutes "I can't take care of a child right now" he snaps holding the office table tightly.
"We have to becaus...
I sigh placing my feet on the ground before walking past her towards my bag placed on the chair in front of Dr.Anna office desk " if one day you noticed that we haven't talked in a while, it's not because I don't care anymore, but it's because you pushed me away and made me feel like I'm not important to you" I say calmly with my back facing her.
I pick up my bag before leaving the room.
I walk towards the exit, not bothering to even see Dr.Anna before leaving.
I felt my heart beating at a fast pace making me feel suffocated like the room is closing on me.
I feel forlorn, my mind and heart at war with each other. Each begging for control.
My heart wants to forgive and forget everything accepting it has my fate but my mind can't forgive or either forget all I have been through as my fate.
Someone once told me always follow my heart but is the heart always right?.
I step into the car before checking my bag for my phone. Finding it I scroll through my contact before pressing the call button.
Shane picked up at the first ring" Hello beautiful lady," he says sounding elated.
"Are you by anyway busy?" I asked crossing my fingers praying he is free.
"No, I am free for the next 2 hours, is everything alright you sound dull?" He asks worriedly.
A smile appears on my lips hearing his free" can you please meet me at the park?" I say ignoring his question.
"Okay see you there in five minutes," he says before exchanging goodbyes.
I end the call before starting up the car, my eyes lock with Sylvia as she walks out of the hospital with Dr.Anna beside her.
I avert my gaze from hers before driving off.
I sat on a bench in the park waiting for Shane.
I and Shane have grown closer, he knows about my family and Chance. I can tell him anything since Louis and Damien are Chance's best friends I can't tell them everything but with Shane, it just comes so easy telling him my problem because he is a great listener.
I check through my bag for a sandwich consisting of only bread and jam, I packed it as a light meal before taking a bite from it while waiting for Shane to arrive.
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I wait for Shane for a few minutes more before he arrived taking a seat beside me dressed in blue ripped jeans, a white t-shirt paired with a denim jacket.
