Cloudy mornings ⛅️

Rain and the sun

I woke up in the morning and he was next to me.
I was glad that he didn't left me today.
I went in the bathroom to wash my face.
I still couldn't believe the fact that he was here. Not gone. I. Would spent my whole life with him.
I go in the living room.
I see Ashton putting our favorite song... The song that was playing when we gave our first kiss.
Can't help falling in love by Elvis Presley
I just smile and he smiles back.
He grabs my hand and start to dance with me.
Ashton's beautiful eyes are mixing with my dead lost eyes.
And we just dance,forgetting everything that's around.
Jut me and him
That's all we need,each other.
Ashton whispers in my ear how beautiful his wife is gonna be.
I can't  and try to handle my tears,cause I don't want him to see me cry.
He is so beautiful.
It's just us,the song and our dreams.
Clouds are gone from the sky.
Everything is gonna be great this time
The song is how I describe my love for him.
I can't help falling in love with him.
Out of nowhere Ashton says:
I can't stop falling in love with you too.
I just smile without saying anything.
Just looking his eyes.
Ashton: y/n what you are thinking about?
Y/n: nothing at all.
Ashton: I know you are thinking about us.
Y/n: Yes it's true.
Ashton replies:
I hope our kids be this beautiful like you.
And then he kisses me.
His soft lips are against mines.
All the house is filled with love,with hope,with lights.
His kiss it's like the rainbow that comes when rain and sun are together. I'm the rain,he is the sun.
Even if I call him cloudy boy. He is my sun.  My only sun.
Ashton never fails to make me happy...
The song finished.
I open my eyes to see Ashton.
And he wasn't  there.
He was gone
I see outside. The night had come and that beautiful sky with rainbows  was gone. Completely gone.
My cloudy boy left me again. Doesn't he realize that...
I am in pain without him.
Everything went dark.
I try to turn on the lights.
Nothing. Still dark.
I just sit in the floor and start crying.
Even crying doesn't make me feel better.
Only Ashton can.
I see the teddy bear in the corner of the room.
How he came up,in there?
I go and take him. There is a note. I open it...
Happy Valentine's Day my love
Ashton
This note was old. Like the teddy bear too.
I just grab the teddy bear and leave it in my room.
But my eyes notice something.
The roses he gave me in Valentine's Day...
They weren't rotten anymore.
Whatever,probably Ashton is messing around.
Not that funny Ashton.
I yell at walls.
Are you trying to mess up my feelings?!
Huh Ashton. Are you?!
Then stop. And leave me alone.
I couldn't handle anymore anything and I waned just  to sleep.
While sleeping I felt a hand playing with my hair.
I turn my head and see a silhouette.
Ash
I say...