I am Jake. I am Jake. I am Jake. I am 15. I am 15. I am 15. I am a boy. I am a boy. I am a boy. I was in a car crash. I was in a car crash. I was in a car crash. I have multiple personality disorder. I have multiple personality disorder. I have multiple personality disorder. My psychologist told me to write down information about myself three times to make it stick in my brain. He says it will help my personality switches less frequent. You don't understand how it feels living with MPD unless you actually have it. I've been switching personalities frequently due to the car crash. I don't remember the car crash well and while I'm not myself I'm not in control. I can usually see but I'm not in control of my body or what I do/think/say. My other personality is whichever one wants to come out. After they go away into hiding again and I am in control of my body. My psychologist makes me carry around a journal around so whenever I feel a switch coming on I bring it out and write a question for the other personality and hopefully the personality will answer the question.
I feel a switch coming on. I take out the journal. It's kind of awkward because i'm in the rehabilitation center's food court. I write in the journal
"Who are you. Tell me who you are."
I sit there as I wait for it to happen. I blank out.
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I regain consciousness. I realize I'm still in the same spot I was. I check the journal to see if the personality responded to my question. I look and find a sentence has been written.
"I am Paul."
My eyes grow wide with shock. Paul... Paul...? My psychologist told me that in the car crash that Paul was driving and he had died. Sarah was in the backseat with me and she got amnesia. Claudia was in the passenger seat and she got a concussion. A flood starts pouring out of my eyes as I rememberI won't ever see my video game partner, crush expert, best friend ever, ever again. I remember that my psychologist said that my personalities may take up forms of things i remember from the car crash and that I may gain more over time.
I am Jake. I am Jake. I am Jake.
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i want to get better.
General FictionA devestating car crash leaves four friends with various problems. Jake with MPD (Multiple Personality Disorder) , Claudia with a concussion, Sarah with amnesia, and Paul dead. Will Jake be able to conquer the demons inside his mind taking over his...
